I think my blog going to be a dead blog soon... did not have the time and heart to manage it. Haiz... got this sudden urge to update this blog again. I had a lot to say but I cannot say it all out here... as people might know that I am actually not a person that likes to say my feeling out. I will keep all to myself and no one knows. Or my friends don't even know that I am like that cos I have hide it too well?

I think besides this become a dead blog, this might become a emo blog too... haha... this was suppose to be meant for happy this as it is stated as happenings of sandy. But what happened? I nowadays have more emo feeling rather then happy feeling. Not sure of why... but I think I am in the mist of changing? Hope I can change for the better and not to become a emo person.

I cannot understand what has happen to me. I am starting to become grumpy and had a lot of negative feelings. WHAT HAPPEN TO ME??!! I am unsure myself. I cannot allow myself to become like that. I cannot even understand myself now!! Can someone tell me what has happened to me??

I need to talk to someone but I don't have to courage to even click on the person's contact to talk to the person. I cannot even say out to them what am I feeling now, let alone help rendered from them right. haiz.... hope all this will turn out to be fine again!!