LEARN TO GIVE AND TAKE IS THE KEY!

那些年, 这些年。。。

2011-12-11T23:29:00.001+08:00

Feeling rather down and emo these few days, esp is after Mei Qi's 21st birthday party. Why? Seen everyone found their the other half in life and I felt myself feeling rather 空虚，寂寞。Is this actually part of what we should go thru in life?

I have been facing with a rather tough decision these few weeks. Not knowing what I should really do. Is that really the feeling of liking someone? Or I am just grabbing anyone that I feel comfortable with just because I feel 空虚，寂寞? I really wonder? No experience at all can lead me to any conclusion. No one knows what I am feeling. But is really very nice of them to give me so many suggestions on what I should do.

Its again that familiar ringtone for my whatsapp. When that sound sounded, it made my heart pump faster by 2 beats, anticipating that it might be a msg from him... Just to realise that it wasn't from him, my heart sank... It is so rare that he will even msg me, but I think it is just that 潜意识 in me to feel that it might be a msg from him...

After watching the movie 那些年，我們一起追的女孩, it sets me into thinking again. Will my ending be like theirs if I really don't take action? But if I were really to take action, what should I do? I am really lost. Most of my friends say that I should go tell him that I feel something for him, but how am I going to even open my mouth and tell him? like what it says in the show, "我原本以为我是个超有自信的人，在喜欢的男孩子面前，我只是一个胆小鬼。" I have fear of even starting a conversation with him. See how useless I am?

There are actually tons and tons of feelings that I don't really know how to express... Can someone even help me with it? Or the best thing is he does have feelings for me too and he express it to me. I think that is impossible right?

Ok back to all my deep thoughts! :) Hope no one can see this post! :)

A Few happy things this week

2011-04-02T12:18:00.000+08:00

As usual, this week ends so fast, but I can conclude that this week is a very happy week. The start of the week, there is email being sent out to recruit people to join the UOB contingent in NDP. This is the first NDP event that UOB is taking part in and I am super happy to be able to join. I signed up for the event and I am waiting for news to tell me that I am being selected. haha...

Then I found out that the colleague that is going to join with me in the NDP, actually joined the same NDP with me in 2002. I was so shocked. It is like fated to meet her and join with her again after 9 years. It is really so unpredictable.

The other thing that I am happy about is actually I receive a good news yesterday! 1st of April. Yes! is 1st of April but that news is actually not a fool. My supervisor tell me that I am going on a business trip with them. I am super happy. Is like I have joined less than a year but I am being chosen for the business trip.

Although it is only a short 3 days trip to Jakarta, but it is also a good learning experience for me. I am looking forward to the trip in 1 months time.

What a happy week for me! hope next week will continue be a happy week for me too. :) Look out for my post again!

Big Walk Updates

2011-04-02T12:01:00.000+08:00

Remember telling you all that I would update after the big walk event. I am now here fulfilling that promise.

Big walk is so fun! Despite having to wake up at 5am, everyone was so energetic when we were at UOB plaza atrium at 6.30am in the morning. We are all getting prepared for the cross sector challenge. We are aiming to get the most united team award. We have our very own designed t-shirts, and some of them even have their face painted. Once we are gathered, we start with a warm up cheer of "commercial go fast fast" why this cheer? This is for those runners to run fast enough to be the 1st to get back. oh ya and I am from commercial banking if you all don't know.

After all those warm up cheer, its time for the real body warm up. There are a few "leads" on stage to lead the warm up exercise and also to tell us what is the route for today. After all that, we are ready for our walk!

Being part of the core cheering team, we have to walk while we cheer. I remembered we cheered till we gone no voice and everyone was on the verge of half deft. But despite that we still continued to cheer and shake our shakers throughout the whole walk.

Breakfast, milo and fruits are being provided after the walk to keep us alive for the second half of the event. haha... next we are all gathered at the atrium for all those massive cheering and also to announce the winner for the run and the most united team.

Though we are unable to get the most united team award, but we are being awarded the special mention award. This is the last min decision from the judges seeing us with the extra effort for obtaining the united team, like making our own t-shirts etc...

We have lots and lots of fun. But there is an after effect, and that is, sore throat, sore arms and legs. haha... but it was all worthwhile.

A few photos to let you all take a look. There are more posted on Facebook. You all can go and take a look there. :)

Big Walk!

2011-03-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

I am super excited! This Sunday, 27th march is UOB's Big Walk event. Wondering what is big walk? It is just like those Standard Charted run event, but ours is not open to the public, but only for the staff of UOB.

There are 2 choices for us to choose. Either a 3km walk or a 5km run. The whole department chose to walk so I signed up for the walk too. haha... wanted to give run a try, but I think I cannot make it. haha... I was actually "assigned" to be in the core cheering team. What are we suppose to do? Thats right! is to cheer! but we have to walk as a team and cheer while walking. Umm... like some chingay roadshow I suppose. haha... But oh my god! we are being asked to paint our face with the UOB logo. I DON'T WANT! But I suppose there is no way that I can escape from this. I just have to do it.

No matter what, I am still quite excited for the arrival of that day! I think there will be lots of fun. I will update again after the event to tell you people if it is fun!

Alright, thats all for today. Stay tuned for more information! haha...

New blog Skin

2011-03-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

I wanted my blog to change a look and I went to explore on the templates they have on blogger. There were actually quite a few nice templates and I decided to choose on the current one. How do you all feel? Does it feel refreshed? As compared to the previous brown one. haha... Actually wanted to find some nice blog skin online but I was too lazy to do the formatting and stuff so I just went with what blogger provided which I think was pretty good!

A change in blog skin also means a new journey to set off for my blog, I will start blogging again!! BUT I hope this is not a short passion for me and stop updating when I get tired. haha...

Alright! I think that's all for today! will continue another day with a new post!

A small little break out from the busy week

2011-03-17T23:57:00.001+08:00

This week is a totally busy week. Had to work till around 8pm every night. Being me the only one that is being left in the office doing work. Sometimes I really wonder if I really worked so slowly or the seniors are working way so much faster? They are able to start work and end work on time, without having to forgo their lunch and clear all their things. For me? I have to start working at 8am, and end work ard 8pm, without having a proper lunch break. It's time for me now to start pondering...

Some may be asking why suddenly I am so busy, well, as most of my colleagues are studying part time, it is now time for them to go for tests, and they need to take time off for studies. Hence, I have to cover their job. haha... Luckily I still like my job, if not I am not sure what a person will I become. Dread going to work? keep taking leave? haha... I am the only person in office that have yet to take any leave for this year, except for the Chinese new year leave. haha...

Well, today I rushed finish all my work before 6.30pm so that I can meet up with Pohli. This week is the March school holidays and she has more time to meet up with me. Just nice, today is also Zuan's nights out. Met both of them at Raffles and we head to bedok point for dinner at Kung Fu Paradise. The food there was not super great but still edible. haha... We had lots of fun talking and joking.

Although the meet up was just a short dinner meet up, we still had lots of fun! It would be great if there is once a while a meet up like this. So that we will not lose contact of each another.

Tomorrow, is finally the last day of the week and I really hope it would be a much better day and a better week for next week.

Alright that's all for tonight and I am super sleepy, time for me to jump into my bed. I still have to wake up super early tml.

Karaoke Session

2011-03-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

On Saturday, 12th March 2011, I met up with Pohli, Zuan Zhe, and Marianne for a K-Session. As most of you may know that I seldom meet friends on Saturdays, but since I know that I have not met them for quite a long time and also I really wished to meet them so I agreed to go out with them on a Saturday.

Despite having numerous k-sessions over weeks, I am still quite enthu in singing, but I believe that most of the time we are updating ourselves. Also we realised that we are not updated to the new songs. haha... it spoiled zuan's plan of wanting to sing all the new songs.

It was a great meet up, cos it allows me to update myself about what they are doing now. haha... Marianne was shocked to see my hair being so long. She said, "I am unable to associate Sandy with long hair" haha... maybe that was a great change? But I am quite happy with my hair now. haha...

Marianne have to leave 1st at around 5pm as she have another meeting with another group of friends. After Marianne left, I am basically the only one singing. Pohli and Zuan didnt sing much. haha... I am not sure why Pohli didnt want to sing when she suggested K box. haha... maybe she knows that I love singing to core. haha... we were actually quite high that day, after Zuan suggested a 4 room flat for his 21st birthday present... haha...

It is a pity that the others are unable to turn up on that day, if not I believe, it should be more fun. Hope to meet up with them the next time round. With a blink of eye, I have not met up with them for a year. haha...

Some photos of the day to end of the post!

Meet up soon again ppl!!

Shirley's Wedding

2011-03-06T23:57:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, 5th March 2011 is the day of Shirley's Wedding. Who is Shirley? She is my internship's supervisor. She was so nice to invite me to her wedding. Though she plan me to sit with the payroll side people that I am not so close with but I still quite enjoyed myself. I wish her all the best of a new journey in life.

Went to her wedding and many emotions ran thru my mind. I was so touched by the video being played. It features the moments that she had with her boyfriend. Finally it is time for her to settle down.

Haha... when attending her wedding, something flashed thru, when will it be my turn? haha... I know this is a little ridiculous, but I think this is all women's dream. Don't you think so?

But in order to have that come true, I need to be attached 1st. haha... thats a little bit difficult, I think. All good guys are being taken. haha...

haha... ok I shall stop here tonight. Will update another day

Updates specially for you people...

2011-02-27T16:24:00.001+08:00

My last post was in December, and I decided to write another post again. I didn't know that actually there are still ppl reading my blog until I saw Marianne leaving an msg for me.

I came back to this blog and started reading the posts that I have posted previously. It was like a flash back of life to see what has actually happened before. For some of the post, I didn't even remember that thing even happened. This should be a good thing as I have put down the past and continue with the future that I am dealing with everyday.

Unknowingly, I have actually worked for 9 months already. Currently I am starting to source for courses that I can take up to further my studies. Its time for me to pick up studying again. Lots of things in mind but didn't make it happen. I hope I have the motivation to make them all happen!

I just came back from China Huang Shan during the Chinese New Year. It is actually a very beautiful place with all the natural scenery. I like natural scenery as I can let go of all the stress of this busy city and go back to the basics. If you all have time, you all can try going to villages for a tour and not to cities. You will come back with a very different concept of less developed countries. Learned a lot from there! As for pictures, go and take a look on facebook, but I have not uploaded finish. haha...

Although I have came back from a trip, but I wish that I can go for another trip with my friends too! Feel like going Hong Kong. Not sure if this can be done, as most of my friends need to save up for their loans and all that. Let us see how...

Just rebonded my hair yesterday and I am quite happy with it. I hope it can last for long.

Ok I will stop here for now. I hope I will update my blog more often, at least I know that there are still people reading it. :)

Some photos of my huang shan trip can be found on facebook.

After a period of rest from blogging.

2010-12-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

It has since been so long after my last blog that I have written here. I doubt there will still be anyone reading my blog. In case there are still one or two who decides to drop by here and take a look, this blog is for you.

Many will be asking me what am I doing nowadays, well, I am currently working at UOB. I am getting used to working life and I am still not sure when I will go back to study. I still enjoy the feeling of working. Many may think that I am mad to like working. But it is just me. I love my job, the environment and most importantly, I like the people there working with me.

I am currently still very lost as to where I should extend my carrer and what path should I take. After so many months of working and yet I am still so lost. It is because of the lost feeling that made me unsure on which course to take up. I think I need more time but I don't have much time as the years tend to pass by so fast. Have to make up my mind sooner.

Currently working is great and when I am on leave I will feel uneasy not to be able to work. Hope I don't become a workerholic. haha... Anyway, I am coping my job well and When I have some time I will meet up with my friends. If you think that you have not met me for quite sometime, feel free to msg me to ask me out. haha...

Alright I will stop here today and come back here when I feel like it.

Nights everyone.Its already 11.35pm and we should be resting now.

没那么简单

2010-07-11T00:03:00.001+08:00

真的是没那么简单，看到了黄小虎所唱的没那么简单，真的说中了我的心声。我们先在就来看看这首歌的歌词把！

[ti:没那么简单]

[ar:黄小琥]

[al:简单不简单]

[by:朱古力]

黄小琥-没那么简单

作词:姚若龙作曲:萧煌奇

没那么简单

就能找到聊得来的伴

尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛

总是不安只好强悍

谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那么简单
就能去爱别的全不看

变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己

别人说的话随便听一听
自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机

舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那么容易
每个人有他的脾气

过了爱作梦的年纪

轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那么容易

才会特别让人着迷

什么都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心

所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心

但却最动心的记忆

我们就来看看她的一段演唱吧！

看着那么多了都有了着落，那我呢？

A new phrase in life

2010-06-02T12:07:00.000+08:00

Going to say good bye to the past and welcome with both hands to the future. This should be the mindset of what we should have now. Although it might me at a crossroads for most of us right now, thinking of which path would be the actual path we should be walking. I have been thinking that for most of the days at home. I hope for what route I have chosen, I would not regret and learn from what I have chosen. Even if I am really wrong, I would not regret too. As this would be a learning experience for me to continue to a better lifestyle. people say, 不要怕迷路，因为迷路可以让我们有跟多的发现，which I do believe it is true. So since I am young now, I would like to have more adventures and learn more life experiences before deciding on what I should do and where I should go.

I hope people who are reading this blog can learn from that sentence too.

Memories that flash back my mind

2010-05-17T00:06:00.003+08:00

After looking at my facebook pictures, I found out that actually I have a lot of pictures on facebook. Around 1000+ pictures... haha... I went to take a look at them one by one. The pictures then slowly bring back memories of the past, how we played, how we studied and most importantly the period when we are rushing our projects. For now, all this would be in the past and we have to walk our own road in life again.

I saw most of us had changed a lot. Especially when I look back at our year one photos. That time we look like nerds and now, everyone had changed. Although everyone's dressing and appearance had changed but our friendship still remains as like before. I hope we will even remain like that even if we had reach 70 years old. We still fix some time out to meet and to talk about our updates.

Haha... of course that goes to our project group! We have to meet often and to talk about our updates. I like to listen to stories of yours. haha... don't say no more project and we are not project mates anymore. Cos we are forever project mates. Haha... remember the nights that we had in school under the stars? The dinner that we had and all the fun and laughter that we use to have.

This Thursday is our graduation ceremony and after this we will really walk our own path and no long have a common thing. No matter what, let us always keep in touch and always update each other. haha... that's all for today....

2010-05-10T17:40:00.002+08:00

I think my blog going to be a dead blog soon... did not have the time and heart to manage it. Haiz... got this sudden urge to update this blog again. I had a lot to say but I cannot say it all out here... as people might know that I am actually not a person that likes to say my feeling out. I will keep all to myself and no one knows. Or my friends don't even know that I am like that cos I have hide it too well?

I think besides this become a dead blog, this might become a emo blog too... haha... this was suppose to be meant for happy this as it is stated as happenings of sandy. But what happened? I nowadays have more emo feeling rather then happy feeling. Not sure of why... but I think I am in the mist of changing? Hope I can change for the better and not to become a emo person.

I cannot understand what has happen to me. I am starting to become grumpy and had a lot of negative feelings. WHAT HAPPEN TO ME??!! I am unsure myself. I cannot allow myself to become like that. I cannot even understand myself now!! Can someone tell me what has happened to me??

I need to talk to someone but I don't have to courage to even click on the person's contact to talk to the person. I cannot even say out to them what am I feeling now, let alone help rendered from them right. haiz.... hope all this will turn out to be fine again!!

It is not as easy as I had always thought... I knew it....

2010-04-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

Sometimes really, being someone good and accommodating is really not very good at all. I have to withstand all the different demands of people and start pleasing everyone. Is that really the way I want to live? I wanted to have my own opinion and all that. We are all humans. It is only just that I didn't want everyone to be living in unhappiness and decided to step back and be the accommodating one. Is everyday quarreling the best way? I think not everyone will like that right? So why can't like everyone step back and accommodate everyone different personality and mood? It is really like so difficult and tired of me to please every single one of you all. So in the end who is going to please me? I have to think before I step out every step and think every word before I say. It is really very very very very tired. You all really think that I am really numbness to all those scoldings, demands and requests? I am actually a Human being and I actually have feelings. Am I really fated to lose any friends before graduation? It always seems the case. I am not sure what kind of feeling I am having now. I really don't know if all this should be the right way. But can I don't always be the one that is being scolded? I do feel bad... as what normal people will. I might see happy on the outside but who can really see and feel what is my feeling on the inside. There are always moments of breakdown... I really don't know how to react to all this anymore. Should I just leave my hands off everything or continue with all those middle man thing? I just want everyone to be happy. why must that be so difficult? I shouldn't have even said that out. sometimes really being easy going is not that nice after all. People will always take you for granted. Someone please help me out of this situation....

Post after a long break period

2010-03-28T23:08:00.002+08:00

What a long time I have not updated my post here? I cannot actually remember. There are lots of things to do and settle. Working very very hard to earn enough money for our graduation trip. I was looking thru their peneng trip when I feel that it may be a pity for us not able to go out as a trip together. They had lots and lots of fun and I hope this time we will have more fun than them.

Taiwan should be a great place to tour, my family members keep asking me to buy this thing and that thing. haha... hope I have the money and enough luggage space to bring everything back from there. Will I miss home? I hope not.

Update again the next time... Hope that I can update more often. haha...

Time is so short

2010-01-25T00:31:00.002+08:00

Time really pass very very fast. It is only at a blink on an eye and we left around 2 weeks of school. I have a mix feeling towards this. I felt a little happy as Chinese new year is coming soon and we can enjoy. However, after those enjoyment, it will be a disaster to me! It is the arrival of exams! Although it is like only 2 subjects but I did not want to take it. I guess I have no choice. Before all those, We have to rush all the projects by the 9th. That is our last project submission. I hope it will reach faster to lessen our workload but at the same time hope it will reach slower for us to have more time to complete.

Year 3 is really a year that we have to rush. Is this a practical to us to prepare us to the outside working environment? Hope it is not like that outside. I have took out some time to view all my friend's blog but most of them did not update. I think they are all like me, NO time to update!

I am recently quite excited with the two overseas trip. One is the Shanghai trip which I will be going during the Chinese new year. Which means I have less time to study. The next trip would be the graduation trip to Hong Kong with Zuan, Pohli, Shi Qi and Liang Yi. I am actually quite looking forward to the arrival of these dates. Hiaz... currently in a dilemma to want time to past fast or slow.

Ok I will stop here. I will try to update my blog as frequent as possible.

After a Long period of Time...

2010-01-02T01:31:00.002+08:00

Time really flies. It is now 2010 and I notice that I have not been updating since November 30th. The moment I started school, there are lots of things for me to do. Reports, Report and Reports. Everyday is only reports. I don't really have sufficient time to rest and slack a bit.

But this semester actually pass quite fast. It only have one more month and we are going to prepare for end semester test and we are out of the school. I am not sure if I should be happy or sad. I am hoping that I could graduate sooner so that there are not much projects and homework. I can even work and earn money. However, if I start working, all stress will increase too. Haiz... I now only can 走一步，算一步. Hope I can enjoy the last month of school days before I really graduate. Oh... I have a fun Christmas with my Adecco colleagues and also a very wonderful new year day!

Happy new year to you all too... If I have time I will upload the pictures of the presents that I gave my colleagues.

Last day of Internship

2009-11-30T09:38:00.004+08:00

Sorry people for not being able to update my blog so often as I am quite busy. Must be waiting for my blog post for a long time right?

Basically internship has just ended and I am going back to school today. Yet I still don't have the feeling that I am going back to study. I am still in the mood of working life. I think this is what people always say that if we work first and then go back study university there are always high chances that we might not feel like studying. But I really think that working is better then studying... haha... maybe is the working environment that makes me feel that way.

Ok... last day of internship was a lot of fun. I got a very expensive gift from people in the events branch. It is a fossil watch that cost $100+++ wow... I don't wear so expensive watches... haha... think I will only wear it when there is special occasions ba.

The box of the watch... nice right??

The watch with a lot of diamonds on it...

The watch that I am wearing. Nice...

This is the photo of my office...

After that we took some pictures with the payroll side...

Taken with the other 2 interns, Caryn and Kelly

2 friends from the payroll side... Gek Choo and Yong Yong...

The gift that yong yong and gek choo gave.

A photo with Lay Leng, a on site consultant...

Upon my leaving, the events branch brought me to have a farewell dinner. It is at some hotel's Japanese restaurant. It is so nice and the food are so fresh and delicious. yum yum... let you all see some photos taken there.

Taken with Cai Xuan...
With cai xuan and serene...

The place of the restaurant. Look so Japanese style.

Some of the food that we ate there... look so yummy right... haha...

Photos taken with the Events branch people...

I had a wonderful time with the people in this branch. Not only brought me to a lot of food sessions, bring me to genting and also bought me a gift that is so expensive but also treat me very well. I think I am one of the most fortunate intern. haha...

An Exciting Week

2009-11-15T17:40:00.002+08:00

The week that just passed has given me a lot of excitment. The first thing is the movie of 2012. WOW!! it was really worth watching it. I think I would want to buy their CD and watch it again if there is. The effects is really there making people worried and sad and touched. There are a lot of sceens on human humanlity. What a human would really recact if they come to face the end of the world. We could see the selfishness of human and also the kind side. It is really worth watching.

Being in the ceinma, cried almost 4 rounds. haha... luckily it was pitch dark, if not people will get to see me crying. People who are going to watch, please be reminded to have ample time for yourself to go home as the movie is actually 2.5 hours long.

As that day it was counted like a permier, we had to surrander our handphones and cameras. The time to queue up to surrander our phone is already quite long. Then the movie suppose to be starting at 8.45pm but it actually started at 9.15pm. This resulted the movie to end at around 11.50pm and there were no mrt for us to get home. We had to take the taxi home.

Already being so late, the taxi driver drove so slow and keep talking to us. haha... there are more and more talkative taxi drivers around nowadays. I think they are too bored sitting in the car themself the whole day ba.

ok... enough of 2012, just remember to go and watch.

On the very same day of 2012, I receive my colleauge's call at round 5.30pm. I thought what happend. But the news that came through the phone is that, "We are going off to a farewell trip for you. We will be going to genting highlands." This really gave me a shock. I asked "so when are we departing?" The reply was like 20th to 22nd. We will be going off after work. That was indeed a very rush planned trip. I had to give them an answer by tomorrow. I didn't had much time to discuss with my family, just a very short and unhappy discussion. The conclusion was a green light for me to go. At that moment of joy, my father came out with a sentance, your passport got within 6 months not? if not you are unable to go.

This really struck me. My passport only left with 4 months. How am I going to go? I am also unable to say I don't want to go as this is a farewell trip specially for me. Luckily, the singapore immigation works fast enough. They only need 3 working days to process my passport and I am able to get it on tuesday if I applied on that day. I remembered, I was in the office, not working but my colleauge and I were busy taking pictures of myself to apply online for my passport that day.

They do things and make decision really fast. They can say they are going on a trip and just go without much thinking and planning. haha... but it is good. I am going on a trip with them on this comming friday night. It is also a day when celine came back from suzhou. haha...

With the speed of my colleauges planning events, that day, they already plan for their christmas eve event. They asked me to go too and We had already draw lots for our gift exchange segment.

So, it was indeed an exciting week...

Internship Ending Soon...

2009-11-10T00:41:00.002+08:00

I was writing my log book a while ago and I found Out that this is the 10th week of Internship already. That means, I am only left with 2 weeks working. What a sad news to me while most of them would think that it is a good news.

SO sad to leave the fun working environment and head back to school to face all the projects and books that make me so stressful. Heading back to school means there would be more things to do and it is nearer to us heading back to school. Cannot everything don't proceed so fast?

Ok, enough of that, Wednesday I am going to Watch 2012! I have been waiting it for so long. Ben won the tickets and he is giving us. So excited and looking forward to it. I have been anticipating this show since September, when the magazine introduce this show. Try to watch this show if possible, cos I think it is really worth it.

Will tell you all more about the show after I watch it if I can. Thats all for today. Hope to update soon....

Stressed... Vexed....

2009-10-27T23:15:00.003+08:00

Practically 7 Weeks of internship has passed and coming towards the 8th week. Work load basically increased greatly especially when one of my colleague is away. Had piles and piles of work waiting for me to do. However, I did enjoy my work. I did not actually grumble much because of my workload as I am actually quite enjoyed working there with all my wonderful colleagues, even if I have to work until 7. Getting home later and later these days just to get my work done.

I just wished for some time after work to rest well and didn't need to think of anything taxing. I really regretted to accept the offer of joining the HR challenge. I didn't really have the mood and time to do it. I don't even feel like doing it. Even I was reading my notes, I couldn't even concentrate to understand what it was saying. Till now, I couldn't even remember what was the question in detail. That was a greatest mistake that should be made for PBL. I don't even know that if my research materials was correct. I just give them anything that I have found.

I know that it was actually quite bad of me to do that. But I was actually not on purpose. I didn't have the mood to do. I even felt like quiting. If not for my group mates, I would have quit long ago. Couldn't take it anymore. I really need time to rest and not put so much load on me. I want to have a happy SIP period.

What can I do?? Nothing.... I just have to hang on to it. shouldn't really have listen to all the persuasions. I really don't see any time to do this Project. Even thinking of other SIP to do it, I couldn't too. After SIP it will be time to rush my SIP report which I have not even started.

Always tell myself not to regret in my own decisions. But I cannot even meet that. I have regretted not long after I have agreed to take part.

HR Challenge.... what a bad decision to attend it during the 3rd year where SIP is on. Feel like throwing it away, the feeling is so strong yet I am unable to do anything to it. I think I would not produce and good work for this time.

6th Week of Internship

2009-10-12T23:25:00.002+08:00

With a blink of an eye it is already the 6th week of internship. Had lots of mixed feelings. Wanted to go back to school to study with all my friends but at the same time I am enjoying my work now. Everyday seems to be very busy but it is fun too. I had good collauges that would joke together and I now felt so close to them. We were all like friends and not like colleuges. The fun and laughter helps me to chase away all my tiredness and gave me the motivation to work again.

How I hope I could work in this kind of environment for a much longer time. Don't wish internship to end so early. We had outings together when we are free. looking forward for more of these outings.

Today celine just reached Suzhou. Actually I kept telling myself to wish her a safe journey before she board the plane. This thing actually slipped off my mind until it was about 2.30pm then I thought of it. I was thinking that she should arrive at shanghai already and should be on the bus heading to Suzhou. Deep in my heart, I hope she could enjoy this whole journey and not regret for going there.

Celine: Perserver regardless you are in what kind of situation. Hope we can keep in contect so that I know that how have you been over there.

ohh... today after work surprisingly I met Jeslyn at the interchange with her sister. It was so coincidental. Apart from the usual, I did not head stright back home but went to shop for a little while. She waited for her sister to go home together. haha... Just nice when we were waiting for bus 17, we met. I think this is really fate. haha... It is planned that we will see each other. Hope I could see her more often and go home with her and chat on the bus. haha...

Jeslyn: See you soon! Learn to love your current work. Look far and not just think of the current unfavourable situation. This could train you to be a stronger person at work.

By the way... I should be quite busy for now on. I have to prepare for the HR challenge and many things have to be done. May not have that much time to blog.

Have a safe trip celine....

2009-10-10T00:22:00.002+08:00

Time past really fast. It has somehow reached the mid of October. It is also time for Celine to set off to Suzhou for her OSIP for one month. Hope she have a safe and fun trip and hopefully she can learn more things during her trip there.

As I was thinking that she is leaving on Monday morning, I decided to check out for the weather over there at Suzhou since I saw the news weather forecast for shanghai. The weather there for Suzhou on Monday is 23 - 16 degrees. It is quite cold at night. Celine, remember to bring enough clothes for your trip there and bring enough all the necessary things.

Remember to update your blog more often as I could foresee that we might not have enough time to talk through the phone. I would be very interested to know how isit like to be working overseas and even such a long stay there.

haha... and most importantly I am have things to ask you buy... haha... see how ba.

Have a safe trip there... unable to use facebook so you better save some pictures in your thumbdrive so that when you think of us you can take out and have a look at our nice faces... haha...

What a wonderful weekend...

2009-10-05T23:47:00.002+08:00

Friday was the end of the whole week. After work I went down to city hall to meet the ultimate clique for a celebration for the September babies. There are some surprises waiting for them... However, the day of the gathering did not really start that smoothly. We was suppose to meet at city hall at 7.15pm but most of them was late and we has to wait until 8pm then most of them arrived. This is a great gathering with all the ultimate clique members was present.

We spent around half an hour walking from city hall MRT to the Singapore flyers as we plan to have a ride there since there is a promotion for students. While walking we had a fun time talking and laughing. We had not did this for a long time.

When we reached Singapore flyers, due to Justin being late, we have to wait for him to arrive. While waiting we went to poyepoes to have our dinner. We spent around an hour there eating and talking. After that we looked at the time and think that we may not have enough time to take the ride after we cut the cake. So we decided to take the ride first and cut the cake later. We went up to the Singapore flyers and there were not much people there. We requested for the whole capsule to us. After we went in, we all were like mad monkeys jumping and shouting all around...

We had a mini prize presentation in there and we sang the birthday song and gave presents to the September babies. They were all so shocked and happy... Glad that they like it. After the whole ride,we find a place to settle down and we have the cake cutting session... Everything is so simple yet memorable... Hope they really like it for the celebration and the presents that we prepared. We later rushed for the last train to get back home. Luckily we are in time and no need to spend money on taxi... haha.... That is all about Friday.

Now let me carry on with Saturday. This day I had to work in the afternoon from 12.30 to 4pm. This was quite an easy job and hope that there are more of this kind of job to be assigned to me... After working met my family for a while to have some shopping at this new shopping center that is called city square. The place was quite big but it is still somehow under renovation. When time is almost 6.15pm, my father fatched me to turf club to meet my colleuges to have a welfare dinner there. The dinner was great!! Had lots of seafood to eat. We each have a fresh oyster, claypot prawns, each have one 珠蚌, a claypot of frog legs, a big steam fish, Extra large lala, fried vegetables, fried rice and 2 chili crabs and 2 salted egg yolk crab. The meal was so nice... and we were all so full...

After the meal, I followed them to the pub. This is my first time going to a pub and it was not that bad as I assumed it to be. It seems quite desent. Stayed for a while and left at 11.55pm and I had to take a cab home that cost me $27.30. I felt the pain in my heart but it was quite worth it after all...

3 weeks of internship passed

2009-09-28T00:00:00.002+08:00

Just a blink of an eye it is already the third week of internship coming the fourth week already. Getting use of going to work already. I am slowly liking the job that I am doing and more fond of going to work... haha... you all must be thinking that I must be crazy to love to go work, but get to think of it, if you everyday dread going to work and counting the remaining days to end the internship your days of internsip would be longer and difficult to pass. Only with an happy mindset to face the job that we are doing, then we are able to pass the time faster. I know when the internship end, I would miss the days working... haha... seldom there will be people missing going to work. haha...

On sataturday, I went back to school for SIP on campus session, We had a chance to sit down with our classmates and listen about the job they are currently doing. Had a lot of interesting stories to listen... heard what ben had been facing in work, it is really not an easy task to really go to your supervisor and talk to her face to face about things... haha... he is very brave indeed... Most of the classmates are doing quite fine and I think they will continue to use the positive mindset to face the whole internship and also the unpredictables in life... We cannot always go accordingly to the path that we planed... there will surely be some unpredictables that make us change our path of doing things and leading the life of ours... We would just have to learn to accept the reality and continue living with a positive mindset...

Hope we can meet again for the next SIP on campus and listen to more stories of theirs... haha...

A New Blog Skin

2009-09-21T00:13:00.002+08:00

A week has passed again... this week should be a pleasent week for me. Not much of problems in work and i am still learning in the process of working. Remember that I picked up my supervisor's boss's call and ended up being scolded? On friday, she called again and it was me who picked up. This time luckily I did not get scolded but did get some complements that I did improve a lot. This makes me quite happy. Haha... I will try to improve in my working performance more when the time passes. I know that I am able to do it. Hope you people also don't be beaten by obsticals but also try to overcome them and learn from the process.

Alright... something else other then work. I had changed my blogskin today... haha... seems quite cute... I like the lamb, haha... Ohh... I have put up a video by the side, that is a song that suits my theam well. haha... it is the japanese version of mary had a little lamb. haha... the song is quite fun. My younger sister repeatedly listened to this song and kept singing along with it. haha... hope you all like it too.

ohh... on thursday, we had a small gathering with the 2.2 cliques. Had some updates from them and known some of their job scopes. Some of them got jobs that are not very good and unable to learn much from there. But I believe that, no matter what we are doing, we will still be able to learn from the job. It is just that you learn more or less. Look at a different point of view and everything would be better. We have to understand that not everything in life we could control and not everytime we could find the right job that we want and we like. We just have to learn to accept it and learn to like the job.

I am starting to accept the job, that is just life... unable to control everything that we wished for... hope you all could accept the job that you all are doing now and do it happily so that the whole internship journey would be better...

A week of internship has passed..

2009-09-15T23:26:00.002+08:00

Wanting to update my blog before this... however due to insufficient time and unable to access the blog to update.

Alright, Now I shall update. Actually have a very negative feeling about internship after the first 3 days. Despite being very enthusiastic about internship before it starts but when it really comes, the feeling is totally different. Maybe I am actually not a very open up person, more to myself when I am in a very unsure environment. That makes me looks unsociable to my colleagues, but eventually, it got better when they started to talk to me.

However, how unlucky of me that I got scolded on Friday. That makes my feeling towards internship got even worst. The reason for scolding me is I does not sound happy, cheerful and enthusiastic towards my phone greeting. I was thinking that I am quite cheerful already but... I don't know what happen. The complaint call was from my supervisor's boss. How unlucky right?? My supervisor said "this shall be the 1st and the last time that I am telling you this. If you make the same mistake again, you get back to school and don't need to work already". That was really a strong hit on my head. That day was really not a good day. I almost burst into tears in front of her but I controlled them.

I really hope that will not happen again. I am trying to improve on my phone greetings and hope she could really see the change. But I know she is someone that is quite straightforward and might forget what she said the next day but what she said was really impactful.

The next day went back to work and only me and my supervisor working, and I have to face to her the half of my Saturday. Luckily, she talked to me like a friend that day. I think she really forgotten about the thing she had done... haha... ok... not a bad day that day.

Till today, I finally got back a little confidence in my work and I am getting busier and busier. Everyone had been "fighting" to ask me do work. I am currently quite happy with the situation now and hope there is nothing that I will go wrong again. At least for now, I am not that dread to go to work anymore. Although sometimes I will really wished that I could don't need to work. I am getting the hang of the work duties and procedures already and hope I am able to continue to get used to the working environment.

I will keep on jia you until I complete this internship. I can do it! so can you all...

The First day of my Internship...

2009-09-10T00:01:00.001+08:00

Today was my first day of internship and don't know that I am counted as lucky or unlucky to see Vincent from Kelly services. As acdecco and Kelly services are competitors and we should refrain from having long conversations with them. When he saw me, the first thing he said was " Adecco ar?" haha... I just replied a yes and continue saying who would be in the same branch as me. It is actually not bad to be able to bump into him.

Alright, we had a orientation in the morning which I think it was just fine. It is until the meeting of my supervisor and starting the proper work that makes me feel nervous and scared. As I was suppose to take care of the walk in job seekers and by asking them some questions. I was not being informed of what are the job openings and I could not even do anything to the job seekers. I had to ask my supervisor over to help me. I feel so bad as they seemed to be so busy and I like keep disturbing them.

I was being introduced to my colleagues but then I couldn't remember their names. I could only remember my supervisor's name. What bad memory I have. But most of the time I couldn't remember names unless I need to call their names a few times. I picked up the calls for them I still don't know who is in and who is out. haha...

I was being introduced to them and they claims that they are all very friendly people but to me, I feel that they are like quite unfriendly. haha... but looks may be deceiving. I can see that they are quite friendly internally, but to me, it is just like I am an outsider and there is a barrier between them and me. The whole day I am with the computer and phone only. haah... oh ya and my supervisor. Hope this will turn better when time goes as I really hope to be able to become one of them and I can ask help from them easier too... haha.... so that I do not need to always disturb my supervisor as she is a very busy person like anyone in the company.

I think the workload is just manageable, there are sometimes that there are nothing for me to do. That was really the worse time for me. I will sit there doing nothing and stare into space. So I better hope there are more work so that that situation would not happen again.

They had a very strict rule, that is to pick up the phone call within 3 rings. So the people there are quite scary, within half ring they will pick it up already. I haven't even prepare finish the phone just went off. haha... I will just have to be faster and be more familiar with the greeting that goes like this in a very high pitch "Adecco! Good morning/ Good Afternoon, Sandy Speaking! haha...the first call that I picked up, I slutter and it was like ohhh.... haha...

ok got to sleep now if not tml I will not be able to be awake for my work. hope tml goes on smoothly and I can be able to pick up more things.

TO all my friends out there, Jia you!! everything would be fine!! there is nothing we are unable to overcome.

Last BBQ session and Internship allocation.

2009-09-07T14:07:00.004+08:00

For the Last few days, I had been busy with BBQ and Chalet with my 3.1 classmates and 2.2 classmates. This was a good time together before we really set off to prepare ourselves for the upcoming busy internship. The gathering was rather fun and enjoyable. But eating too much heaty food does have side effects. I got a pimple outbreak that was quite ugly and my throat has 2 ulcers. It was not that painful but it was just a little uncomfortable. Hope it can get well soon.

Well, we did have gathering but most of them did not turn up, it was really a pity. I didn't had the chance to take pictures as we were busy preparing all the food and all that. Most of the pictures were taken by pohli... haha... so not much pictures could be posted. Having chalet and BBQ on the same week, I could say that I still prefer having BBQ rather then chalet. As I think that chalet is not that bonded, people tend to go into rooms in small groups.

The BBQ over at uncle benny house was really great. Except that most of the classmates did not turn up in the end that spoil a little of the fun.

Enough of the BBQ, now lets talk about the internship. I just came back from school and got to know about my internship posting. Actually hoping for a finance position that I have opted, however, it turn out to be a human resource company in an events position. I think events is fun? haha... hope it is... I should be positive and accept with what I have given and learn as much as I could from the period of attachment.

From what I know that the company that I have attached in, Adecco, is in co-operation with TP for a long time so Tp have to give them good students in order not to tarnish TP's name. So the students attached in Adecco is being hand picked by the lecturers. Haha... I should be happy I think. I am one of the students being hand picked so I should be happy to accept with what I have. And I am quite excited to have start my attachment but with a bit of nervous feelings. hope I can do well for it. haha...

Lets wish me all the best and also all the best to my friends out there. Try to enjoy this period of internship and learn as much as you could as it is really a good training to learn more things out of the classroom!

A short and nice meet-up

2009-09-01T23:34:00.004+08:00

Had a short meet up with some of the ultimate clique members yesterday. As you all should know that Celine is leaving soon so we met up a bit earlier as she has a lot more gatherings in the following days.

Like we have planned, it will be an impromptu day. Actually wanted to go fish and co for lunch as it has a offer of $9++ which we thought was quite worth it. However, when we reach the bugis branch at 11.30am, it was not open at all. Not sure what time it will open, so we decided to head back later. We went into bugis Junction to shop a bit, then we walk past swensens, upon thinking that yesterday was the last day of the one-for-one lunch treat, we went in. Ordered some food and we were chatting so happily and they were making fun of me... haha... nvm, I still can take jokes. haha...

After lunch, we went to iluma, I think there is a bit like waste of place as the area is very big but there were only a few shops and the important factor is, it does not have much people shopping there. haha... went to the arcade at the 7th floor, we played like mad. As if we had not played arcade when we were young before. Everyone of us left the arcade with happiness and a small little gift that we exchanged with the tickets that we won.

Haha... you will never believe that we went to pray at the Guan ying Temple after that. Then followed by some shopping aimlessly. Felt that we really should sit down and talk is even better. haha... At last we decided to watch the movie year one. Don't think that it is a nice show. It only makes people laugh. But I don't really laugh a lot for this movie. I think that it is a bit meaningless, pointless, and disgusting. Don't really like it.

Haha... thats all for the day. Though it may looked boring but it was really a fun and the day was filled with lots of laughter.

Ok enough of my meeting... got some updates to make for 超級星光大道. I will post all of 黃智陽 clips also. I think he sing also not bad. Especially the Sing A Long Song／一首簡單的歌. I think is quite touching.

Last day of exams!!!

2009-08-29T00:40:00.002+08:00

Wow!! finally it is the last day of exams. Only one week of break and I have to go for internship. Actually, it is not one week of break but is one week of bbqs... haha... think I will be too heaty ba... haha... Till now I still did not have the feeling that it is the end of exams. Think maybe is because this time the exam dates are to far apart and it is less stressful ba.

haha... forget about the exams! last Saturday, I went youtube to watch our Singapore superstar in Taiwan's 超級星光大道 and I think that 蔡艾珈 really do us very proud. I decided to post some of the videos of her over at Taiwan to let you all have a glance of her singing skills!!

Celine's OSIP launch

2009-08-17T00:17:00.002+08:00

Upon hearing that Celine will fly off much earlier then I expected I had a lot of mixed feelings. I am really happy to see her able to go off to Suzhou for OSIP, at the same time worried and a bit reluctant to see her go off. But this cannot be prevented I think. I should stay positive and think about the good things. She will be able to experience a lot more then what we do in Singapore. I wish her all the best in her OSIP and I think she can do well. I am abit worried for her as she is flying off on September 14th which is pretty fast and she haven't gotten ready yet. The weather over at china is going to change soon, hope she can bring enough clothes there.

Oh gosh! I don't know why I am writing this and crying at the same time. Think I am really too emotional this time round. Not sure why this started when I read her blog. I have been controlling but when I started to write this blog, the urge to cry came even stronger and without me noticing the tears rolled down unknowingly.

when I know the news of Celine being able to get this OSIP position, actually I am a bit envious. Seriously, I didn't want to make it so obvious that I wanted to go for OSIP so badly as my parents didn't encourage or didn't even want me to go. Actually, from the start of my Poly life, I had been thinking on going for OSIP, but too bad, this did not come true for me. I am not sure if this is a good thing or bad thing for me but my moto in life is not to regret in what I have decided. I will not regret this time as I know that there are still a lot more chances next time round.

Alright, Celine if you read this blog, I have some words to tell you:

Be really careful over there yourself and wei ping. I will be giving you all moral support here in Singapore. You have to learn to take care of yourself as your family and friends are not over there to take care of you. Do not fall sick as this is the time where they change weather and it is very easy to get sick. 要学会忍气吞声. Have a lot more that I want to say but just don't know how to put it into words. Just remember that we will be here rooting for you. JIA YOU!

Remember to stay in contact with us whenever you have the time in msn, update your blog as often as you can and always stay in your top form and enjoy this process that is not gotten so easily by others.

Haha... Last but not least, buy a lot of things for us!!! hahahaha

We will await for your return....

OK enough of crying and I have a very bad headache. Have to go and get some rest and start my studying journey for the next two weeks. I will be away from my computer and stay with my books for that full two weeks.

Wish me good luck and I wish all of you all good luck and get good grades together!!!

A Big thanks to my Groupmates!!

2009-08-15T00:53:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of school, actually didn't felt much until when I am heading home with Pohli with that good chat.... During that chat, I had a lot of feelings. We spoke about how fast time flies and we are going for our internship soon.... We said how will it be like when we meet up 10 years later for a gathering. She said I might be a career women! Will that going to happen?? haha... Then talked about our studies and the upcoming exams. During our chat... I felt that having a good group is really very important. I am sorry if I offended anyone or hurt anyone in this blog.

I am not being sarcastic, but I really feel that having good and correct members that are able to coordinate well, work well, share ideas, have the same path of thinking is really very important. Had really good time with all my group mates having the rush and hectic life during the busiest time. We had our joy and laughter accompanied us through those difficult times. I will never forget. Seriously, if next semester we are really not changing class, I would like to have you all as my group mates again... I think although marks is a very important factor but then the process of it is even more important.

3 more weeks and we are going for internship, I not sure why I am so excited about it when most of my friends dread to go for internship? I think it is very fun and a very good way to learn. I don't think that it is scary at all accept for the report that we have to do. haha... guess I might not be like a very academic person. haha... curious to find out what kind of company I have got and what post am I doing... but what if they don't have enough positions for us and posted me to an internship that is not of my choice? will I be so enthusiastic anymore? Hope so...

umm... now I have to study well for my exams first. The timetable this time seems ok... hope I have time to study during the study week and don't doze off that I usually do... So I will focus on my studying and not use computer for around 2 weeks. Think you all only can contact me by phone. haha....

Having only 1 week of break before internship, during that week I will be very busy attending bbq and chalet. Having a bbq with 3.1 friends and a 3 days 2 nights chalet with 2.2 friends. Hope we can all enjoy ourselves well before internship. I think I will miss my friends during that loney internship period? haha....

Donut eating session....

2009-08-08T00:32:00.003+08:00

On Thursday, there was a little free time for us as there was no lecture that day. So we decide to go for some donuts as our miss pohli had been craving it for very long since project period. I promised her that I will bring her to eat so we used this time to fulfill her cravings. Actually we only wanted to eat one donut but since Shi Qi was there along too, we decided to order half a dozen. Shi Qi was also craving for her yogurt so we went to get it too... The yogurt there was not to my liking. It was too sour and I really cannot take really sour stuff... but we also finished it till the end...

I loved my choice of donuts, I chose mr green tea, it is green tea donuts with almond flakes. That was great, it had the real green tea taste and not like those artificial green tea that is only sweet and nothing else. It comes with a little bitter which is to my liking... the other donut that I chose, couldn't remember the name but it was white chocolate as the base and almond flakes on top. I really loved almond flakes but not almond flavouring. The flavouring had a very awful taste. That donut was not bad either but I prefer the green tea one most. I really couldn't stand very very sweet things. Didn't like sweet chocolates too... haha... but once in a blue mood I do like some sweet stuffs. It all depends on my mood! Took some pictures that you can see how beautiful the donuts was like. Had those pictures on facebook too.

After the donut session, Shi Qi have to go off and I accompanied miss Pohli for some shopping. She went to G2000 to bought a blouse as they are having sales and it cost only $23 which is rather cheap. If I could fit into G2000 clothes, I would buy them too... but too bad... :(

Dim Sum Lunch

2009-08-07T23:49:00.003+08:00

Hey people, sorry for the late updates as I am busy doing things that I should be doing during the Project period. Things like uploading pictures in facebook. haha... after since the project submissions, I felt quite free. But this shouldn't be a good thing as it is exams soon!! I shall let myself relax till the end of this week and I should start some revisions next week. Hope I am able to do it... haha...

Umm... after monday's submission of HR project, we had quite a lot of free time. On Tuesday, we had a long break from 11am to 4pm. So we decided to go for a dim sum buffet since most of us had some cravings for dim sum... We 12 of us, 2.2 classmates headed down to excelsior hotel, river city restaurant for a dim sum buffet that cost $12.90 ++, it all adds up to $17 per person.

When we reached, those guys are mad, they ordered 10 baskets of har gao and siew mai EACH. then some others of 5 baskets each and so on... when the food all came together, the table was so full that we have to stack the baskets so high... They ordered 3 baskets of feng chua (chicken leg) that ended up no one wants to eat. End up me being the rubbish bin to clear up what they didn't want to eat... haha...

I ate the cha siew shou (叉烧酥）which I personally think that it was nice as it was layered and soft enough. Think that should be the description... the stir fry beef was not bad either. It was tender enough. That Benjamin ordered so many funny stuff like soup and stir fry vegetables that was not very nice. The vegetables is not bad but it is too oily. but all of them said that it tasted awful. But what do you expect from such a price?

After some food, We are all very very super super full. We decided to order deserts, god knows, the deserts are not unlimited!! everyone is limited to one gui ling gao, mango pudding. The thing that is unlimited is the desert for the day, pulau hitam (black glutinous rice desert). Ok, I didn't mind that if it is not unlimited if it was good. but in fact it tasted horrible. The mango pudding tasted like dou fu (bean curd) and the mango taste was totally not there at all. I tasted 1 mouth and I didn't continue eating it. The gui ling gao was not bad. It was bitter enough. most of them didn't like the taste of the gui ling gao so I had the chance to eat 3 bowls. lastly the pulau hitam was not good either. They didn't provide us with coconut milk and it was like watery. I shared mine with Shi Qi and we didn't even finish up that bowl.

My conclusion was, the food was not bad but not very good either. If you are willing to pay a bit more, I would recommend you to yum cha. The food there was delicious and more better choices. It cost $18.90++ for 51 choices where river city restaurant only had 30 choices. the prices of yum cha increased. it was actually $16.90++. But if u really can eat a lot, it would be quite reasonable. After much calculation it was only $5+ more to have 21 more choices and nice food to choose from, so why not??

Deserts may look nice but It doesn't taste as nice as it looks....

Look at how many chicken feet I ate to get that amount of bones? ate this resulted in having lesser varieties to choose from.

The baskets of dim sum that is not fully up yet...

The cha siew shou....

NDP Update

2009-08-03T00:45:00.006+08:00

Finally I am done with all my projects. I think projects have stress me much until I till now still unable to feel the joy of this occasion. I will soon miss my groupmates and all the projects scenes will soon become flash backs and memories only. How am I going to get those good groupmates back again? I hope next semester we are not going to change class. Remain as what it is now and I can continue my project journey with my groupmates. they are all awesome... at least we are familiar with the working style and we are quite happy with it. Looking forward to join forces again... haha... but for the time being I will still miss all of you...

Alright, enough of projects, today I am here to let you all have a glance of my NDP pictures. I think this NDP was great. unable to describe... haha... see pictures is better than thousand words... Enjoy my Pictures and Videos!

Durian Feast

2009-07-29T01:11:00.004+08:00

haha... I think today's post is going to lead me to get scolding from Shi Qi and Liang Yi. They had been like asking me to go for some durian scession and I did not have the time for it. But who knows, my parents today bought back some durians and I ate till I am so full. It was my dinner. haha... The durian was like so delicious and I kept eating non stop. I know I am very heaty but I still didn't stop me to continue my delicious durians. haha

I think I have to suffer from sore throat, pimple and ulcers soon... haha... this is the retribution for being glutton... haha... let you all see some pictures that I have taken for my durian feast.

oh ya... went for the national day parade and it was quite an excitement. But this year's goodie bag has much lesser things as compared to the previous years. think is because of the rescession that the things are getting lesser. If I have the time I post some pictures and videos to let you all see.

At last, more relexed

2009-07-25T00:02:00.002+08:00

Today is the deadline for my financial analysis. I am quite happy that another project down! Now left with HR project and I am done with it. But still cannot be too happy, it will be follow up by the main exams that I haven't even start revising. haha... thought that is the end?? no! SIP coming up... haha... schedules are really very very packed and not sure if I have time for myself and my family.

umm... I sort of miss ultimate clique. Although I may see some of them often in class and lectures but I don't think those time are enough. It is like just a hi and bye and chat for a while and we have to go. Really hope to see them soon and really sit down and talk till our hearts content.

This couple of weeks had been seeing Celine around in school quite often, but when we see each other we like have too much things to say until don't know what to say. Also each time we met is like so rush... haha...

Have a meeting soon please, calling for ultimate clique planners. Please do something!

umm... I maybe going to NDP tml. As my sister is performing in the NDP this year, I had the tickets for tml's NE show 3. unfortunately, we only have 2 tickets. My parents ask me and my elder sister to go cos they need to work. See how ba... hope my parents can go because they Seldom been to NDP. The last time my mum went was when I performed. Not sure why we are always so unlucky not to get the tickets for NDP.

See you all soon. will try to update often if I have the time.

Saw something interesting in school

2009-07-18T00:51:00.003+08:00

Still a very very busy week for me... lots of projects waiting for me to do. But don't have any mood to do it. Just saw something quite interesting in school yesterday. There are bats in our school, hanging around. I got some photos and I think that they are really cute. Their ears move to detect sounds I think. haha...

Ok... heard from Celine that she will going for overseas internship in Suzhou... will miss her for that period of time... but I am happy for her that she is able to go for overseas internship also. This would be a very good chance to learn. Celine... must remember to take lots and lots of photos, write a lot of blog and buy some things back for us... haha... and must come online to keep in touch hor...

Some songs to share

2009-07-14T01:11:00.011+08:00

After watching 东方之珠 for the last few weeks and it was the last episode last Monday. This show really very meaningful and I often cried when watching it. Especially when the songs are being sang. They are full of emotions in this song and I picked out a few to post it here that I think is very nice. They may be quite old songs but I really liked it. Maybe is because of the show that I liked them.

The 1st song is 白云天 it talks about the feelings of a long lost son missing his mother and actually it was some misunderstanding that made him hate his mother, but after all the understandings and clarification, they were back together and it was a really touching scene.

The next song is 只要為你活一天 it is talking about a mother who finds out that she had cancer and unable to leave for long. So she wanted his son to achieve his dream of being a singer despite her being unhappy over this incident. The son finally understands her mother and ask her to forgive his stubbornness.

There are many more nice songs in this show. If you can go watch it and you will know what I say. It is really a nice and touching show. Hope to watch it again when I have the time. Meanwhile, enjoy the songs. Also listen carefully to the lyrics. They are really meaningful.

白云天

只要為你活一天

If u all are unable to view it go to this website instead http://www.56.com/u96/v_MTQxNTYzODE.html

Or search it using the tool bar above it.

Really sorry... think got some problem with it... will try to find another video if I can

Some thoughts to pen down

2009-07-07T00:01:00.002+08:00

Today I watched some of the first episode of 肥田喜事 on channel U. After watching that show, I thought of a lot of things. This show portrays a fat girl on the difficulty she had finding the relationship for herself. Also people are really not very friendly towards her. She had difficulty finding jobs and had to tolerate all the opinions people had on her.

I feel that this is somehow true. I am in her shoes, I was thinking is the society really on favour with slimmer people? Whats wrong with being fat? why does everyone have to ostracize fat people? Although I seldom feel that people ostracize me but I know the reality of the society is like that. Maybe is my characteristic that made me feel that people are just kidding with me and not mocking at me. But how true is that? They may be mocking us deep inside their heart when they are smiling at us. Why does always slimmer people get better treatment and get into relationships faster? People are really very realistic. It is really those that appreciate your inner beauty that are the best people to go with. As looks and figure does not really last long.

Haha... to my friends out there, don't worry about me. I am fine, just that suddenly this strong feeling came up to me that made me wrote this blog. If you have time, really go take a look at that show. I think it is worth watching. It speaks a lot of true feelings of the plump people out there.

A short break at last

2009-07-06T01:00:00.002+08:00

On Friday it was our SAPM project submission. At that time, I felt all our hard work is all compiled into that booklet and I was so happy. One whole week of endless working, not enough sleep and also felt a bit ill. But at last we were able to rush to finish up this project. There are more to come at the back lining up with financial analysis report, managerial accounting report and HR report. This could let me over work for 3 to 4 weeks. haiz... Hope all this could end quickly.

We had our HR presentation last Friday too, I think that it was really a success but Amrish still feels that he could do better for it. Don't be sad Amrish, I know deep in my heart that we are the best. As long as you have this attitude, you will not think negatively. We took some photos after our presentation, I will upload it once Pohli send it to me...

After school, the 2.2 clique went to nihon for dinner and also to celebrate melvin low and shermaine's birthday... haha... it should be belated birthday. We sat there very long and we chat... It was a nice chill that night. I know after all these, I will have to resume back to that busy lifestyle. How I wish time could stop at that moment. haha... but I know that is impossible. Went back home after dinner as I felt a bit feverish. haha... but I am fine now... thanks for all that worried for my health... including my family... thanks...

Now back to work, If not, I may not able to meet the deadlines of the project submissions

Updates for the whole week

2009-06-27T00:53:00.003+08:00

This week is a rather busy week after the holidays, or rather I will be so busy for the following months. Had all the project submission deadlines following week by week which can be quite stressful as we are not done with it yet!! Had my HR project submission today. Thought is one project down?? NO defiantly not, we immediately received problem 2. haha... next week would be SAPM project submission and we will be staying in school almost everyday to get it done.

Other then projects occupying the week, we also got back some test papers. This time I did not think much about my test results, hence, when the time I took back my results I did not have a great shock or anything as I did not think much and expect much. I really think that this is a really good way to face exam results. Just let it be as long as you know that you had did your best. At least that is what I think. Although did not had much expectation for my results, but when I really got it, I still got a bit disappointed as I believe, everyone would like to achieve for more marks. Who will ever be enough and contented with current results? This maybe is the motivating factor to drive me on... But there are still some happiness. Cos not much expectation?? haha... maybe... tell yourself don't be too ambitious, sometimes ambitious cannot get you anywhere... haha... ok ok enough of that... say something nice.

Yesterday, that was Thursday, we ended our class early and went tampines to eat our lunch. Actually wanted to eat subway, but don't know why, after much discussion and walking around, we ended up at tampines mall's phin's. They are having a lunch offer and we went in. Ordered a sirloin steak, same as ke yuan... I think it was not bad... took some photos... Share with you all later on...

Oh ya remember my sem 2.2 clique paid for my present that I bought at pohli's blog? It arrived yesterday. The ring was a bit too small for my fingers. Ended up it only fits my left hand marriage finger... haha... weird to have it on there. But I still will try to wear it often. haha... ohh... and I didn't expect the flower on the ring to be so big. It seems ok on the website that I saw. haha... photos to let you all have a glance of it too...

Ok I think thats all for today... Think I don't really have time to blog for the following weeks. see how... haha... but don't blame me if I never update. haha...

P.S I took this using my phone camera so the quality not so good...

Celebration of shermaine's birthday

2009-06-23T23:10:00.005+08:00

Today we had a mini birthday celebration for shermaine in school. I think it was considered quite successful as she did not know about this until some things happened. Actually we were sitting outside the LT waiting for her to arrive as liangyi would ask her to go cheers with him. But who knows, Justin was suppose to tell us if they are coming towards us so that we have time to light up the candles. But, he told us to relax and he came over and talk to us. We saw shermaine walking pass us and luckily we are at the inner benches, but she some how know something already. Zi yun then pull her to cheers and gave us time to light up the candles. haha... but the wind was too strong and we are unable to light up all and maintain it lighting. So we decided to move up to level 3 asking Justin to take the cake with care.

Ya thats right! with care! haha... he walked half way and one of the strawberries drop on the floor. haha.... walking a long way with the cake to look for a place to settle down. At last, after some of the accidents, we are able to celebrate her birthday. She was happy and happier when she received the presents. haha... hope she really likes it. As everyone is having project meetings and test, after we ate the cakes, everyone had to leave. But that was better then nothing, at least we made an effort to make a birthday celebration for her. haha...

Let me side track a bit. School had started and the lives is back to the ever rushing times. I am so tired and really hope for an early sleep if I really could. Unfortunately, we had to rush numerous projects as all of the deadlines are nearing... Hope I can really find a day to rest well... ok let me stop here and look out for the next post.

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An encouragement to my friend

2009-06-21T00:05:00.003+08:00

Today I when to take a look at ker's blog... she is my secondary school clique friend... haha... happened to know that she had been learning singing and these few days is her singing exams. She had to practice everyday but she is so disappointed that she did not get back to the standard that she wanted. She tried very hard. I hope she will not get too upsad and continue to train harder in order to achieve what you wanted. I wish you all the best for your upcoming exams and also in your future performances.

Personally I think that she sang really beautifully. I had copied her video on my blog to let you all listen how wonderfully my friend had sang. She sang the song sha gua which I think is really nice...

Ker, Remember regardless of what always stand strong and persevere. I know you can do it and we will be supporting you all the way. JIA YOU!!

A day that not to be forgotten

2009-06-19T01:04:00.010+08:00

Yesterday was the day that I had been waiting for. Year 1 clique is celebrating my birthday!! you will be thinking how many birthdays that I have celebrated... haha... no choice, I have too many friends!! haha... BTW this time the celebration looked normal but it is actually NOT... I had a lot of laughter and tears in this time's celebration.

We had a K session in the morning 11am to 6pm... that was long right?? and It was very early too... haha.. the K session was so fun... we went to top one KTV at bugis that reflected in reviews that they were very good... but it end up not to our expectations. BUT most important thing is I am with my best friends and everything will turn out so good in the end... haha... they started the session wanting me to put that "cone" to cover my eyes. however, the home-made eye mask had spoiled cos it has no quality control... hahahahaha.... End up I have to hold it by my own hands. At that time, they started preparing everything, haah... and they keep asking me not to look but actually, people, to tell you the truth, actually I can see a bit from the holes of the cone... haha... But I tried not to look by singing... haha... they prepared everything and even wore my birthday present for me. Want to know what is it?? haha... It is a pair of beautiful shoes that they spent a long time searching for it... Thanks!! I like it a lot.

When they say its time for me to open my eyes, I saw all the home made ice cream cake that I wanted and the small cakes. It was really good for them to really make it for me... Touched... thinking of it makes me feel like crying again... haha... after all that fun of cutting cakes and all that, everything goes back to our normal K session. We took a lot of photos there and sing a lot too... Till my throats are sore. haha...

After the K session, we met up with mei qi as she was not feeling well in the morning, she was unable to join us for the K session. What a pity. Nvm, at least she joined us for dinner. Went to tian tian steamboat for dinner. At the start we heard this ridiculous thing that if we want to sit indoors, we have to pay $2 more. When we decided to sit indoors they told us that we have too many people and it may be a bit squeezy so they suggested us to sit outdoors. OK, we went for the outdoor seats. But to our shock, there were a lot of small cockroaches crawling out of the stove. We then bend our heads down to take a look, there were numerous small cockroaches crawling inside. The workers there volunteered to change the place for us, and we ended up sitting by the roadside. haha... actually we should demand for a refund... but we did not... Don't know what happen to us yesterday also. haha... ok we thought that was the worst thing, but who knows, the service there was so slow too... soup was not topped up in time when we ask them to do so and they also take ages to change our gas that ran out. you should thing if the food is nice you won't mind for bad service?? you are totally wrong... the food is not nice too... It was all so salty and the hot plate forever don't get heated up... haha... if there is a second chance, I would not go there again. But as I said, with all the bad encounters, as long as I am with my friends, everything will turn out so good instead. We chat a lot and laughed a lot.

Thinking that that was the end of the whole celebration?? NO NO Not at all, the main climax is not here yet. They lure me to the national library, they said that they go there for some photo taking sessions. So we went to some quiet place to do some photo taking... Then we moved to another place outside the national library to sit in circle to do some chatting. At this critical moment, they took a thick book out from a bag. This is the only thing that I did not expect. I was really shocked. They wanted my to look at it on the spot. So I did... while flipping through the pages, many memories flooded my brain and all the emotion Adrenalin come gashing in. My tears start to form in my eyes until it cannot hold anymore of my tears and it started rolling down. They were so happy when I cried... at least their hard work had paid off... they spent 1.5 weeks doing this booklet and I could see a lot of effort is being put in. There was a page saying:

我们的付出。。。

为了你，我特别早起，我的用心良苦。。。你看到了吗。。 all efforts in this album...

为了你，我从camp一回来，就一直 research on 方法 to prevent 我的 ice cream cake from melting... 我至少看了几百个 website...

为了你，我没好好地吃早餐，还特地打包到 celine 家，一边吃一边帮这个本子。

为了你，我去friendster 和 facebook 找了我们和你拍过的照片。。。我还特地去 rip 每个人的 primary photo for 每个人留言给你。。。

为了你，我不分昼夜，以大清早起身就为了把你的本子做得完美。因此，我不够睡眠

为了你，our 2 weeks break become busier, because we spent almost 1/5 of the break holidays for u... to think of what to do for your celebration.

为了你，我们都尽量配合和满足你所有的要求。。。不管花了多少时间和金钱。。。

为了你，我和朋友出门的时间不但变少，而且得早回家，朋友都觉得那不是我的作风，但我告诉他们：‘这都是为了好朋友！’

为了你，我每天在 MSN 和你说话时，都要非常小心，in case 露出马脚。。。

为了你，我们到下午都还没吃午餐，但是我们为了你，牺牲一点也是心甘情愿，因为我们都爱你！！

为了你，I look like I am very BOCHAP in planning for your bdae, but all those R all fake illusions, cuz the truth is that there is planty of ideas tt we thought of, to give you a memorable and surprising 21st bdae!!

为了你，我们都绞尽脑汁想creative的idea 来完成这个充满memories的 ALBUM!!!

你看见了吗？？

是的我都看到和感受到了！！谢谢你们所为我做的每件事。我都会永远的机在心里的！！

That page that really makes me cry and cry at home. Even now when I am typing, I am crying away... haha... Cried a lot over this book... but It is all worth my tears...

They even took the unglam videos of me and requested me to upload them on my blog and facebook... it is a bit disgraceful but I would consider. haha... maybe cut a bit ba... haha... see 1st.

Oh by the way, I have created a membership called the ultimate clique... the details are as follows:

Membership: ultimate clique

Membership fee: Priceless

Membership Period: A lifetime

Meeting Time: undefined, It shall be anytime, any place, any minute. Just a phone call away and we will be there.

Termination of membership: Contact Sandy Goh for more details, but mostly your request will not be accepted.

Details of membership:
This is a club that shows concerns for their members when they are in need. Console them if they are really unhappy. share all sorrows and happiness. The main aim is to have all members to be very happy and have lots of happy and memorable memories. Say about anything under the sun and also to share as many experiences as possible. We would stand up for our members if anyone bullies them. We do not bear any grudges against anyone and we forgive and forgets. There may be some small disputes but it will all be resolved one day.

Wish to join in this membership too?? Sorry to say that It had been too late. The application period has been over 2 years ago. That means you are late by 2 years. very sorry that we are unable to process you applications anymore.

Confirmed members are:

Active members ( VIP Platinum Card Holder)

- Sandy Goh
-Celine Tan
-Jeslyn Ng
-Micky Lau
-Justin Lim
-Yap Liang Yi

Less Active members (Gold card holder)

-Stanley Ng
-Delia Loh
-Ronald Low
-Shermaine Lo
-Tung Zi yun

Active members please help me to inform those gold card holder about the approval of the membership application.

Next meeting: To be confirmed. Check schedule Please...

Any enquiries about this membership, please leave a message in the tag box by the side...

Thanks!!

Ok I think I had wrote a very long blog that took me 2 days to write... there are actually more but...

Oh... thank you mei qi for that beloved bread that you have given me. haha... All those things that you all have planned is all seen by me and I am so sorry that I have caused so much inconvenience for you all against my curious and impatientness... I know it had been a hard time to 应付all my questions during this period. If I had caused any unhappiness towards this incident I am really really very sorry.

Anyway thanks!! I will always remember it in my heart...

Zi Zi Tuan Gathering

2009-06-18T01:27:00.003+08:00

Today, I am so excited as I would be able to meet my secondary school Zi Zi Tuan friends. However, before that, I had a project meeting. We had to do all kinds of preparation for our project and we it was done quite long. It started at 10am in the morning and It ended around 6pm... It was indeed a very long day. haha... today Pohli bought durians to school for me to eat... haha... Thanks Pohli!! haha... she went Malaysia on Sunday and she bought a lot of durians back. Actually I was just teasing her saying that she did not bring any for me to eat, but she actually really bought for me to eat. haha... so happy... the durians were super duper nice that had a very very strong smell that made pohli's bag to be so smelly and made her unable to get up the bus. OMG I feel so guilty. haha... we ate our durians outside the LT benches. Everyone that walked pass there never fails to take a look at us. That was quite embarrassing... haha...

After the durian feast, we saw ben in school, we stopped to talk for some time and we decided to go off as I am still meeting my friends in cathay. I rushed to the MRT station and thinking that I shall be just in time to meet them. But who knows the train spoiled and I have to wait like 10 mins in each station before it start moving. I thought that was the worst obstruction for delaying me to be on time. But who knows, when I reach city hall to change MRT to douby gault that time, the place was filled with people waiting for the MRT to arrive. One MRT gone and the people like forever to be so many. Hence, I decided to take to Raffles place to take the MRT. Indeed, I am very late for the meeting, I reach there about 7.30 already.

At last we got a place at astons as the queue was super long, we sat down and started some conversations about the past and how are we now. Done some photo taking too... unfortunately, my camera had gone low battery so I could only depend on suzan and ker's camera. Luckily they uploaded it on facebook. If u would like to take a look just go to my face book... haha...

They created a lot of surprises for me. They bought a cake for me that I loved. That is bread talk's green tea red bean cake!! They ask the employees of aston to bring out the cake for me but who knows the employees off the lights of the aston's balcony when everyone was like having their dinner. haha... felt so bad. then they sang the birthday song from the start of the balcony to where I am sitting and everyone was looking at me... ahh... a bit malu leh... haha... but that was so nice of them to surprise me like that.haha

After the cake surprise, they asked me to go for a game of treasure hunt. haha... they ask me to look for my present in the bushes, actually I thought they were bluffing me. But in the end I still followed their orders to look for my birthday present. After much searching, I finally found it in the bushes... haha... their present was a capital land shopping voucher. They said that they were afraid that I would not like what they choose or my preference had changed so they decided to buy for me voucher instead. but no matter what I still like it!! haha...

Although the night was short but fun... they are having another gathering in July and it shall be a wonderful one... looking forward to it...

Bored....

2009-06-16T23:54:00.002+08:00

Although I have lots and lots of things waiting for me to do but then I just really don't feel like doing any of it. I am totally in the holiday mood... how? I am going to die from all the load from the tutorials and projects that I have not been touching these two weeks. When school reopen do I still have the time to finish them all?? but I just don't feel like doing any work. haiz... must figure some ways out. haha...

By the way I am quite happy that I will be meeting my secondary school friends tml. Meeting the clique. will she turn up? I doubt so. haha... ok don't think about that unhappy things. umm... can't wait Thurs to come too... meeting my year 1 clique. We will be going k at top one karaoke. Saw a lot of reviews on it and it seems quite nice. will update you all when I get back on Thursday. haha... They requested me to wear that dress that my 2.2 clique friends bought for me. haha.. Think no choice but I have to wear. I can foresee that it will be a very fun gathering and looking forward to the surprises that they will give me. haha... I am going to sing until I drop. haha... hope We can record our own cd too... they have the recording services there.

Yesterday, Melvin introduce to me the game called restaurant city on facebook, I was quite addicted to it. But I don't know why I am unable to access it... hope facebook faster verify the problem so that I can get back to the game again... haha...

Bored now... no games for me to play now... restaurant city faster get well soon... hahaha......

What Has Happen to me??

2009-06-15T00:29:00.001+08:00

I have asked myself to forget about the past and try to face you as normally as possible. It has been so long but I am still unable to forget about our friendship. But when the moment I wanted to talk to you on msn about our outing on Wednesday, I saw your display picture together with her. At that moment suddenly I don't really feel like meeting you anymore. I had no longer the courage to ask you about our gathering on Wednesday and I wished that you will not turn up on that day. Although I really hoped to see you. But I will know that if the moment really came, and I get to meet you, I really have nothing to say to you and the whole clique of us would be really unhappy.

I always know that you are still in touch with her and that makes me not really happy. As in I have a longer friendship with you then with her, but now despite you two are in the different school you all still meet up as often. Yet after this 3 years we have not even met once. I really dislike her so much that I even feel that she is an intruder into our friendship. But we need 2 hands to clap. If we really had that strong friendship, no one can ever be the intruder.

There is so much feelings that I don't know what to say... and I will not say... will try hard to forget about it but it is really difficult. It has been 3 years but the feeling is still so strong. I believe, a friendship is similar to a relationship. It is not being forgotten easily and it is very very difficult.

I don't really to wish to be like this... I just don't know why when I see your photo with her I will get sad and angry. I took the courage to wrote my feelings here because you don't even know the existence of this blog. I was wondering if you were looking at this post what will be your reaction and feelings. You would always say sorry to me, but does that help? NO! I would tell you that is OK and I don't take it to heart, but my heart is still breaking inside me.

I shall not say anymore. To all my beloved friends that are reading this post. Not to worry, I am very well, not being emo about friendship or anything. Just that I have this feeling that I wish to blog only. So I am OK so don't worry about me. Thanks!

Oh... and the above person that I mentioned is a girl and is a friend. It may look like that I wrote until it look like a relationship but It is actually a friendship, so don't be mistaken.

A Day with a Heavy Heart.

2009-06-12T23:57:00.002+08:00

Today Went back to school for sem 2.2 class gathering but it end up only our clique and some close friends. The other classmates did not even turn up. A little disappointed as it doesn't even seem to be a class gathering anymore. It looks more like a clique gathering with a little more people. We played badminton, squash, and basketball. It was indeed a 'sports day'. Everything goes in very fine with some jokes from ke yuan but I don't wish to mention here. haha... so Ke yuan if you are reading this you should know what I am saying. haha...

After the gathering, we went over to Poh Tiong's father funeral. When I reach there, I suddenly have the urge to cry which I not sure why. I calmed myself down. We went to sit at the table there and we just sat there without knowing what to say and we were all in silence. It was a weird situation. But a while later, we started braking the moment of silence and started talking. It was rather sad to hear that his father pass away when he was sleeping. His father actually had some illness that the doctor told them that he will pass away anytime.

This suddenly struck me that life is really very vulnerable and we would face death any moment in our life. So this tells us that it is best to not leave any regrets when doing anything. Also spend more time with your family and friends. Always say all words of gratitude to your elders and love them more is most important.

Ya... so... think of them more often and remember to forgive and forget.

OK. Next topic!! I have decided to change my blog skin again as I had received some feedback that the post was a little bit difficult to read which I think so too. So decided to change to this new lovely blog skin. Hope you all will like it. Also a big thanks to my younger sis Lindy. She had helped me do all the configurations for 2 times and I want to thanks a lot for that effort and time that she has take to make up this beautiful blog skin. Thanks.

Give me some comments at my tag box and feel free to explore around and leave me a comment about my lovely blog skin. haha...

A gathering with Sec School Friends

2009-06-12T01:05:00.004+08:00

Today had a long day in school doing project until around 6.15pm. After that I rushed down to shaw tower to meet seok and Jane. unfortunately, Sharon was sick and unable to attend the gathering. It had been a long time that I have not seen them. It is best if I could see Sharon. But never mind, there are still long time ahead to arrange more outings.

We settled down in a cafe for our dinner, we were having a vegetarian dinner as Jane is a vegetarian. Despite it being a vegetarian dinner, It was so delicious and I had forgotten that I am eating vegetarian. haha... The dinner was great. While eating we were saying about things that we had done during secondary school times and what we had did to our teacher. I was laughing all the way and it almost made me unable to finish my dinner as I couldn't stop laughing. haha... lots of past memories came gushing into my mind. After a long long dinner, we were all so full, but we still decided to settle for an ice cream. It was Jane that recommended the ice cream and it was really delicious. yam yam. I ordered chocolate stout and pear & brandied dates. Both were alcoholic and the alcoholic taste was strong unlike some ice creams that claim to be alcoholic but there is not even a little taste of alcohol.

After having Ice creams, we decided to walk to suntec city for the IT show as seok wanted to buy something. However, the moment we reach there, it was closed. haha... what a joke... NO CHOICE but to go and find a place to take some photos. haha... we had chosen esplanade, we set there for a while, some chats and taken photos and we decided to leave for home. Although the gathering was rather short but it was so fun and enjoyable. We are planning to go for a k session. But not sure when we all have the time to go for it again... looking forward to another gathering.

Oh btw, have another gathering with Suzanna and company next Wednesday for a gathering and some small celebration for me.

Ohh... forgot to thank seok and Jane for the dinner that you two had treated me. Thanks. And seok, thanks for that cake from Starbucks too... haha... didn't expect you all to treat me and buy a cake for me. I thought it was just a simple gathering. haha... Thanks!

At the end of the happy day, there came a sad news for all of us. Poh Tiong's father had passed away on Tuesday. Hope he is alright and try not to be too sad as I believe his father would not want to see him to be unhappy. Poh Tiong, We will be there to help you walk out of the difficult times. JIA YOU!!

This is some art. Is the meaning of I love you. haha... no misunderstandings hor... just want to tell you all about the meaning. haha...

A Day in Escape Theme Park

2009-06-11T00:09:00.003+08:00

Went to escape theme park with our class 2.2 clique. It was really not a fun day. Firstly I was shocked by a news that I would never want to hear, nor want it to happen at all. Luckily, the thing was finally known that it was a misunderstanding. Then when I reach there, I found out that the rides at escape was almost closed. They are all left with all the family games and wet & wild, and go kart. Not fun at all. We had done all the queuing the whole day and played some boring games. I really wonder if the theme park is out to cheat people's money lor. Ok, but at least with the friends there made my day a bit better with all the jokes and all that.

Enough of that, I am quite excited for tml, as I am going to meet my sec school friends, Janie Jane, Seok, and Sharon. It has been like 3 years that we have not met. Not sure what you all have become. haha... I still prefer the days where we could have simple and nice friendship that we have less worries over it.

Why can't friendships be so simple? It should be simple and enjoy the friendship for what it has been given us. Do not easily break the friendship just because of some stupid reasons that you will maybe regret from doing that in the future? I had regretted a lot. As in not regret but is still cannot get over with it. I hate for me being like this. When I ever start thinking of the incident that happened during the school days, I couldn't stop to think of my once best friend.

Although she had forgiven me for all the things that I have done, but I am the one that is still unable to let it go. I think this is the only deep friendship that I have in order to make me like this. Is it because of this incident that I am now unable really get the deep friendship that I had before?? Hope that is not the reason. Now and then I had always hope to see you again and ask a word of concern. But, when I really think I am going to meet you, I think I am still unable to face you and I will cry if I really get to see you. But I really hope that we are able to meet up again and be friends just like before without anyone being the extra. but is that really possible? I have to take so much courage to put the matter down, which I think I am unable to do that.

When Suzanna ask me if I wanted you to join our gathering? My answer in my heart is definitely a yes! But I will start Thinking what will I actually react if I really see you? Cry? Don't Talk? I really don't know. Hope I really can see you soon and become as before?? hope that really happens.

So I could say, try not to really regret in friendships as they are really very valuable and it should not be broken just because of some small stupid reasons that we think is so big. and I hope I will also not have any regrets in my friendships cos I don't really hope that to happen.

True Feelings

2009-06-06T00:29:00.006+08:00

I had too much to say that I don't know how to start. Ok I will first address on the most important thing. I am so touched and grateful that you all, the clique from sem 2.2 has done for me. I think you all had spend a lot of money and time on me despite it is during the exam period.

I thought the gift of the dress and the things that I ordered at pohli's blog shop was way too much for you all to give me and I had so much unsaid feelings in that cannot be express in words. Really a thousand Thank you also cannot express my real grateful to you all. But to my surprise today, you all still ordered a cake for me and melvin. I think melvin's share was rightful but I have spend so much of your money and I still have a cake. That really made me feel like crying. I thought that was the end, but who knows, there are still more to come. You all even helped me to pay the k expenses. At that moment I really feel like busting into tears. I controlled myself well and I even had the idea in mind that I delicate a song to all of you all and say some words of appreciation to you all. But I did not think of a appropriate song to sing so I dropped that idea.

I started thinking of ways to thank you all but in the end nothing was done. I even start thinking of it and I dropped some tears down. The best thing is that the place was too dark and no one notices that I even cried. At this moment, there came the zuan zhe taking the leftover cake and smash it right on my face. I screamed like mad. This was also the 1st time that I had a cake smashing onto my face. I didn't like the idea of that cause I think it was very dirty. But since it has been done, it cannot be undone. After cleaning myself up, I decided to bluff zuan zhe that I am very very angry and I did not want to talk to him at all.

However, due to my kind nature ( don't vomit, is the Truth. haha) I cannot bring myself up to even "scold" him. As I am 'Scolding" him, I was smiling too... haha maybe I think it is very funny so I cannot stop myself from smiling. OK never mind, Zuan, listen here, I am going to give you a very very very big present in return during your birthday. haha...

Ok after dinner, we went to clark quay. Liangyi, Shermaine and Pohtiong went to take the bungy jump which I personally think is very expensive. It cost $30 for like 3 mins to 5 mins in the air. haha... then we went to take some photos there and we went back home. It was a tiring day as many of us did not sleep well due to the exam period.

Oh... Forgot to thanks my friends from STC. Thanks for that call to wish me happy birthday! I was so happy to hear from you all and I didn't expect you all to still remember my birthday. Anyway, Thanks for the greetings and meet up soon ya? haha

Thanks sem 2.2 clique, I had a memorable and happy 21st birthday in my life and I will always remember this day. I really want to thank you all a lot. Oh dear, my tears are uncontrollable. I have become speechless, and forgotten what to say... Haha... besides thank you I can't think of any better words to use. I am really touched like what ke yuan said to me before. Right keyuan?? you people always like to do things that will make people feel so touched and become speechless. haha... how to stop my tears from flowing... think the only way is to stop thinking and stop writing. 一切经再不言中。。。

ohh... last but not least... meiqi don't be sad and carry on with life. There are much more better things to be discovered. So forget the past and carry on with life....

HAPPY!!!

2009-06-02T21:25:00.003+08:00

Thanks everyone!!! I am so happy today. Although it is still during the mid sem period, but I am still very happy. Ended test early today and we went opposite school to have our lunch at the prata shop. It was like a mini gathering and it was fun... haha... then they started talking about the dress code for Friday outing and they requested all girls to wear dress! I said that I do not have a dress and I wish to wear a shirt instead. They refused and that Liang Yi requested them to buy a dress for me as a birthday present. I refused and intended to run away from them.

Despite all the struggling I had, I was still unable to run away. They pulled me to Tampines Mall and ask me to tried on numerous dress... I felt that I was like having a extreme makeover. haha... ( although I don't mind wearing dress but I am still Shy).

Ok, we shopped for a long time and went to many shops, in the end they really got me a dress in saiyu. I was a pretty nice dress that I liked it so much. All thanks to the clique of year 2 sem 2 and they are non other then Pohli, Shu peng, Marianne, Wendy, Shermaine,Shi Qi, Liangyi, Keyuan, and think Poh Tiong and Hao you oh ya and our MR Zuan Zhe... haha...

Thanks people who accompanied me to shop for the whole day and wasted their time for their studies and sleep... and also waste so much money on me. haha.... Thanks!

All girls are wearing dress on Friday and I am quite excited to see it. haha... ok no matter what, I have to study well for my mid sem tests first and I can enjoy on Friday!

For people who wish to have a view of the dress, see if I am able to take a picture of it on Friday. haha...

Oh.. and year 1 clique, faster contact and get a time for some gathering!! haha....

Happy day

2009-05-29T00:56:00.003+08:00

Today is finally the day for my presentation. Actually I felt a bit excited and nervous at the start. However, the presentation by the other group members was so impromptu and boring until I was not nervous at all... Everyone in the LT was going to fall asleep and I even had the urge to tell them stop presenting and I take over will do... haha... well, indeed I did not do that. Finally is my time to show them what are true presentation skills. haha... I think I did pretty well then the others. but the presentation was still a nice flashbacks of what we have gone thru the past 7 days there and that was memorable.

Well, after the presentation, mei qi, I , Jeslyn and Shi Qi traveled to Ehub to get our dinner. Was thinking what to eat when we pass by bbq chicken and we saw the promo of having buy 3 main course and free 1. SO we were very tempted by it and we went in to settle down and order our food. Meanwhile, we chat a lot and make some funny post to capture on our camera. Ohh... and I have talked to them about my blog about people coming in to leave anonymous messages. I finally know who is the very 1st mysterious person in my blog and that is Jeslyn.

Then recently the mr wonderful, amazing, and mr mysterious is non other then MR KEYUAN.... made me mistaken that it was ben and I nearly wanted to scold him... Sorry ben!!

ohh... after dinner we went to get some gleare Ice creams, rum and raisin flavour. It was so nice... I shall post some pictures when I am free...

Time Flies

2009-05-27T00:18:00.002+08:00

It is so fast that we are going to reach june. That means my birthday is coming and the mid sem tests are also nearing, yet, I have not even start revising. I am a bit worried for myself as this year's subject doesn't seem very easy and it need more time for me to memorise and understand. HOW??

Oh but I am quite happy that my birthday falls on the Wednesday that we do not have any mid sem test on that day. However, it seemed a bit indifferent to me as I do not usually celebrate birthday. haha... hope my friends can give me a memorable birthday because this is my important year...

Today finally handed in my HR report. It was very thick and hope we really score well for that as we spent a lot of time doing it. Staying in school for the past few days just to get it done. and I think it is because of the tiring schedule, most of my friends got sick they are people like Pohli, Celine, Liangyi and Keyuan. Hope they get well soon and be prepared for the war next week...

Ok I shall stop here and start studying now if not there is really no time for me. Oh and I will try my best to upload the Shanghai video when I have the time to compress my video and the necessary editing. Ok bye everyone... all the best for mid sem test!!

A Long long day in school....

2009-05-22T00:44:00.007+08:00

It is a long day in school today. I had been in school from morning 8.45am to 10pm. It is more then 12 hours. All these days I will be staying back late in school to rush our HR project that would be due on 27th may. But it was partly done, so it shouldn't be a problem getting it done before that day. So... We are quite safe.

Today afternoon, we went to bistro walk to have our lunch. I found out that previously bistro had been having nice sandwiches but now it only sell set lunches and not sandwiches anymore. That was a bit disappointing. However, I ordered the spaghetti set lunch that I felt that is not bad on the overall. I wanted to try their carrot cakes (the English baked ones and not fried) but we were too full and decided not to have it. After our meal, we are suppose to clear our own plates. But, while clearing, I toppled a root beer float glass on my laptop case and it smelt. I couldn't get rid of the smell, I washed it at home and hope it does help. It was totally not my day.

Went for a briefing after lecture for the shanghai study trip presentation details. while discussing, we were looking Thu some slides/ videos that was prepared by the other groups and while watching, I got so touched. I missed those times and I took the video from xiu huan and I watch it again and again for like 3 times already. It was really nice. Our group have nice slides and photos but too bad it is in PowerPoint form and I cannot upload to let you all view it. I would post the video by xiu huan for you all to watch. I really loved it.

Oh ya... we are having a presentation on the Shanghai Trip next Thursday, 28th may at LT18 from 5pm to 6pm. Mrs Loy encourage us to invite as many friends as possible. So if you all would like to have a view of how is our trip like, please feel free to come in and take a look at our presentation. oh... AND... I am the presenter... a bit shy... haha... ok. try to upload the video up here for you all to enjoy. And maybe this would be edited to be uploaded on tp's website. ENJOY!! AND try to come for our presentation... haha...

Whoa... uploading video is very long esp such long ones and I want to sleep already... esp my Internet only 3mbps which is counted as SLOW!! 1hr passed... I am going to sleep... don't care already... It is already 2am...

Now is already Friday 22nd may 11.53am and it is not finish uploading YET!! I have decided not to wait anymore. I have tried 3 times and it is still so long... I am not doing it already. preparing to school now... bye... sorry for the disappointment. I will find ways to have the video up.

Another busy day...

2009-05-20T01:19:00.002+08:00

I am going to be very busy rushing for my HR report that is due on the 27th of may. Time really flies and seems like there is forever not enough time for us to use. haha... I am always thinking, is this our goal for most people to be so busy most of the time that we don't even have the time to stop and relax and enjoy? I know this should not be said by someone who have never ever really experienced what is really called no time as most adults would say when you start working and you will really know what is meant by no time. I really cannot think what will be my life be like if my working life is really like that? haha... But I think what adults say are true that we must treasure our studying period now as we would not be as happy as we were when we are studying when we start working.

Alright, enough of all my nonsense. Haha... oh ya... felt really sorry for Ben today. Cos his laptop drop on the floor and it was damaged. You think that was the worst? but no... he said all his HR project documents are saved in his laptop and he does not have backup copies and he did not send it to his group mates to keep one copy too... hope he is able to find someone to repair his laptop as soon as possible and extract all his important information or he will be dead to meet the deadline of the HR report.

So what this lesson tells us?? Have backup copies and also send your work to your friends too... haha...

ok nights ppl... I am going to sleep and recharge my batteries and start another new day to war again. Hope I am able to finish my report asap so that I am not so stressed up. ok... nites...

Finally I had the time

2009-05-18T00:41:00.008+08:00

Sorry people that are anxiously waiting for my blog post. I had been very busy this whole week that I do not have the time to update them. umm... I shall not say what had happened in the past in detail, just a brief one. celebrated mothers day last Sunday and me, my father, and my elder sister cooked dinner for my mother and it was so delicious... haha... then on Tuesday, our class when for badminton and I played continuously for 1hour and 45 mins. haha... so proud indeed, and I was not tired at all... haha... then on Friday, jeslyn, me, mei qi and shi qi went to downtown wanting to watch ramen gal, but, they does not have the time slot that I checked at home the day before. So we decided to watch angles and demons instead. It was a wonderful show, liked it a lot. Hope I have time and money to watch night at the museum 2. haha... I can say that I still prefer Gathering/ outing with my year 1 cliques. There is at least more fun and less conflicts. I am also more comfortable in that group. I can say what I want to say and do what I want to do. Cos we are so close and we are very comfortable with everyone's style. I don't need to think so much when I am suppose to be happy and enjoy.

Yesterday, My family when to tampines 1 to shop as they had not been there before. we went to the hong kong cafe for dinner and the food was ok only, not very wonderful. but the price there still reasonable. I took some pictures for you all to see what are the different food that we ordered.

OK enough of that, now, lets talk about what happened today. Today actually I am suppose to finish up all my tutorials. But being me so lazy to do tutorials, I decided to bake cake. I baked a chocolate moist cake and it tasted wonderful. As it was so delicious, I had left with not much thinking that if i bring those to school, I have to bring enough for around 10+ people to try, so I decided not to bring it to school. sorry people, next time when I had a lot then I bring some for you people to try ok?? BUT!! I have taken pictures of it. I will upload it too... so don't worry. But it does not look nice in the appearance. But what matters most it the taste right? haha... ok now is time to look at the pictures!!

Hope I had more time the following week to update my blog. There are more photos but I has error uploading them. So I shall upload it the next time. Sorry.

Dinner Gathering

2009-05-07T00:30:00.003+08:00

Had dinner with celine, jeslyn, mei qi, liang yi and justin today. It was very fun. Every time we meet up we sure have lots and lots of things to say and we sure will go home with a lot of laughter. Miss the time with them when we were in our year 1. Haiz... time flies and we are all now in year 3 with all kinds of stress and projects waiting for us.

We went to tampines 1 for dinner today. We went to a Chinese restaurant that Meiqi requested, she said that ivy told her that the xiao long bao here was nice and wold like to have a try. So we went in for our dinner. The food there was not bad but the price range is about ding tai feng's price. So if you want to go there, prepare sufficient money before you step into there. But we also ate quite a lot today with a relativity low budget. We spent less then $20 per person for all the dishes posted below. haha... Meiqi requested me to publish all these photos and pohli have been saying why my blog have no pictures AGAIN!! Haha... there you go... pictures! I forgot to take the pork ribs and the steam fish head when it was served and we can't help but to eat up all the food. The food there is not bad. The xiao long bao is not bad too... but the serving was too little to satisfy our stomach. haha...

Okay ppl... can go try out but order wisely if not you will get a shock when your bill comes.

Mei Qi's Beef Noodles

haha... look at that Justin

When waiting for our food to arrive, we were joking around.

Justin's szechuan style noodle

Me and Liangyi's plain noodles that cost $2 only

Jeslyn's beef Brisket Noodles

Xiao Long Bao. Looks not nice but it was nice

This is the flower balloon that justin's friend gave to him. we was playing with it

Me and celine on the bus ride and we thought of taking a picture

Day After a holiday!

2009-05-03T01:02:00.002+08:00

Actually nothing much happened today, My family and I went for a steamboat buffet today at beach road. The pot is divided into three and we can choose 3 different kinds of soup base. What I like about the food there is that they are quite fresh. You would have to order the food from them and they will serve to you directly. I feel that serving us this why is better as the food is being kept fresh and also not being damaged by people taking the food and result it from looking so inedible. We ordered a lot of ingredients and I ate till very very full, almost vomited. Till now still felt a bit of gastric pain. Next time, I shall not eat so much. haha it is easily said then done.

We ate from 4pm to around 6.15pm. The price is $18.90++ with some charges of towels too. It seem a bit too expansive for a family of 5. But if you are going with your friends and you are paying for your own share, the price should be quite alright I think. Haha...

Alright got to go... update again the next time!

Holiday past so fast!

2009-05-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was labour day and it was a holiday for us! in fact it is a holiday for most of the people worldwide. Well, yesterday was my family day too!! we went out in the morning around 10.30am wanting to have some dim sum breakfast at Jalan Kayu. I had tried the stall before and it was delicious and cheap too. However, yesterday when we reached there, the place has closed down and it had change to a steamboat stall. We felt so disappointed and not knowing what to have for our branch. Not feeling like eating roti prata, we when down the shop houses to see if there is anything that interest us to eat. We went by this noodle shop which I forgot what is the name of it, it looks like their food is nice and it is crowded with people and we think this should be not bad. It has also a lot of recommendations from magazines and some food search programmes. So we think that the food should be not bad.

We happily ordered our food and it took quite some time to arrive. Alright we did not blame them for the long waiting hours as long as it should be delicious. BUT!! Who knows! When the noodles arrive, the food doesn't taste nice at all. I had eaten some better noodles as compared to this in the coffee shops which charge half the amount as compared to them. The portion was also not that enough. Well, we should not expect big portions from bad tasting food.

After our branch, we head down to Bras Brahsa Complex to help my sister look for a copy of the 10 years series from red spot. They had stop publishing that book and her teacher wants them to have it for practice. Well, who knows, most of the shops was not opened on public holidays. OK never mind.

Then we went to the Asian civilisation museum for the kangxi exhibition. Due to the H1N1 flu, we have to fill up forms and wait for our temperature to be checked too. The exhibition was very interesting, with lots of surprises to be discovered. It was very educational for most of the people that went for the exhibition. We are able to get to see the scrolls from the past and their inventions and even saw the emperor's clothing and also their imperial edict. It is really worthwhile to go for this exhibition. People, if you have time, go down and take a look.

After that we went for dinner and we proceed back home. what a fruitful day!

Shocked

2009-04-27T23:42:00.003+08:00

Had classes today at 9am and I went out house as usual as last sem at 8.10am. Actually according to that time I should be early for school. But when I reach opp blk 210 bus stop, there are a lot of people there. I waited for like 10mins and a bus came, the bus was so full that the bus driver did not even open the door and just drove away. I waited for the second bus, the same thing happened, the bus drove away without even stopping. At last, I have no choice but to take 518 to school. The same thing happened at the bus stop, after we had gone up the bus, the bus was so full that he would not stop for the stops in front. I pity the people down at the few bus stops that they are unable to get up to the bus. I even saw people walking to school.

From what I know, this year, our poly is like oversubscribed and they are taking students up to the limit, causing so many people rushing to school. Pohli was waiting for me at the bus stop and she told me that all bus that came was really packed. This is also the 1st time I went to school at 9am and saw so many people. Because of the over subscription in business school, we were also allocated a smaller room for our classes. I should suggest business school to add more buildings in order to cope with the overwhelming response of business school and able to have more students for the next few years. I had not seen so many year 1 in our school before.

I have to get up earlier this sem in order to not be late. I also hope SBS would see this problem and employ more buses during this time. Maybe TP could also have free shuttle bus traveling there to ease the passengers from unable to get up the bus. Or TP could cooperate with SBS to have a bus 8A or something.

Half of the day wasted

2009-04-24T23:38:00.002+08:00

Today had a long day in school. It is just the 1st week of school and I have to stay in school until 8.30pm. Actually today my class ended at 3.30pm today then I attended the business day that was meant to bond the juniors with their classmates. However, the turnout rate was surprisingly LOW!!! The whole cohort of juniors is around 350 people but the turnout is only 30++ to 40 people only. That really shocked most of us. We end up having the event looked very unorganised. But in fact I think if the turnout rate was better, the event will not look that unorganised. There are also many students complaining that they shouldn't have attended the event. If it was for me I will think like them too. The whole thing feels like is a total complete waste of time. However, I still appreciate the efforts of the organisers.

Felt that this batch of juniors are worse then us. At our time, the most 3 or 4 people from each class will not turn up. But for now it is only 4 or 5 people turn up from each class. Very disappointed.

Lets not talk about that, after the business day, we were asked to take many packets of fried bee hoon home as there are a lot of leftovers as the turnout rate is not that good. So I have taken 2 BIG packets of bee hoon and 2 packets of pizza home. I hope I can finish it, if not it is very wasteful to throw away food.

After all that, we went to the library to look for books for our human resource project. Actually I feel that we are getting more and more kia su. Today morning before the HR tutorials, we had already met up to look for books! And after class we went back to the library to screen through the books and see which are the ones that we need. I think HR really trained us to be very kia su to go and search for books before all books are being borrowed away and nothing will be left for those late comers. haha... went back home at 8.30pm but the school bus stop is still full...

Starting of the school days

2009-04-23T09:15:00.002+08:00

I have not written in my blog for quite some time already and I think most of you has been waiting for quite some time for my new post. haha... this is the 3rd day of school reopen, and I am starting to get busy already. I had to do tutorials and some projects are already out for us to work on already. These few days has been forming our project group that can be very headache. We were unsure which kind of group members will work out well with us and we had to choose the most applicable person that is able to fit our group norm so that we will have more interaction and we are able to click as a group. From what I think, group bonding is a very important factor. Cos if there is not group bonding between group members I don't think the work will be good and there may also a problem in some opinions. Hence, I think we have to find someone that we can work well with also with much interaction and bonding.

Yesterday saw Justin in lecture and I had spoke to him about his state. I told him that he had looked haggard and emo. I find it scary to find out that he has been worrying about project grouping and school projects ever since the week before school reopen. He has not been eating well and sleeping well. I was thinking why does he has to go up to this extreme? According to adults, one person should be the happiest in the studying stage. If he is stressing on those things that we should not be so stress about then what is the real happiness in life?? Why don't he try to look on it lightly and carry on with him normal life? I think most of the things are predestined and as long as we ourselves know that we had put in our effort and do it the best then there shall be not much we can worry about. At least we know that we had tried our best.

I really think that people with higher grades suffer mores stress as compared to the others . They had to try harder to maintain or even attain higher grades. I had faced with this kind of stress before and I know it is not a kind of stress that we can easily release. I think I will continue to have this kind of stress when the workload gets higher. But I really hope that I will not be like Justin. Justin!! I really hope that you could think of other things to distress you and not become mad one day. Take care of yourself, your friends will always be with you.

Celebration of birthdays

2009-04-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with our class clique to celebrate the April babies!! That would namely be Shi Qi, Wendy, and the Funny Ke Yuan!! haha... He is really very funny. Always don't fail to laugh at him...

Yesterday was fun, we went to have pizza hut for lunch and went to Kbox at marina square. the singing session was crazy towards the end as we were singing oldies!! haha... After singing, we headed down to doby gaut to have our dinner at aston. I had new yolk beef steak I think. Forgot the name already. It cost me $14.90. I a bit regretted my choice. The steak was ok only and not really wonderful and it is a bit too costly for me considering I am under a tight budget. But no choice I have ordered it so I have to wait for my food to be served. While waiting we presented the presents to those birthday babies. Ke Yuan was very funny when I gave him the presents. He insisted that he wanted Shu peng to give him the presents instead of me. haha am I really that bad?

haha... finished our dinner at abt 10.40pm. We went to the bus stop to take bus 518 but it just ran off. no choice but to wait for half an hour. reached home abt 12am. haha... got some nagging and I went off to do my things and headed to bed.

Oh today time table is out!! I am with the class that most of my friends are in. lucky me...

A gathering with my clique again

2009-04-15T00:18:00.002+08:00

Had a gathering with my year 1 poly clique again. This is the second outing we had this holiday considering that I am not free on the previous outings. Went to E!hub today. We went to the nebo city there to play some board games initially. But upon going into the room we found out that there is the wii set there and we all were too engross in watching and playing the wii games. ordered some food there. The food was not very great, but still can be consumed. Actually we plan to stay there for 4 hours, but we suddenly had the urge to watch movie. Hence, we went out the room after 2 hours and catch the 5.10pm show. Watched the sniper. The show is wonderful, go catch it if u haven't got the chance to watch it. Really worth the money!

After the show, we went to the basement for dinner. We went to the fresh Bulggogi, it is a Korean steamboat and bbq. The food is very fresh and also very nice. worth going. The bill came up to be $123.45 haha... nice figure.

During dinner we also had a lot fun with a lot of jokes from Jeslyn and Celine. We laughed till we look like mad. Luckily the restaurant did not have too many ppl if not we really throw face. haha... Then I carried on with my bargain experience in shanghai. They also laughed at what I told them about bargaining. Haha...

Then we went up to the top floor to get some pictures taken. The pictures are being updated in facebook by Jeslyn. My camera broke down so have to ask them to take pictures. haha...

Thats all for today. Having another outing tml to celebrate wendy's birthday. bye!!

Unexpected event

2009-04-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

Today I am actually quite sad. If you all remembered in the previous post, I said that my camera is jammed and I sent it to the "hospital" to get it repaired. When I reached the service center, I told the person my problem of the camera. She started twisting my lens that cannot be kept back into the body part of the camera. Whoa... my heart very pain when she did that action. My precious camera!!!! She later phoned the technician down to help me take a look at my camera.

He said he did not face with such problem before and maybe it could be the lens spoil or the mother board spoil. The thing is just to replace the lens need 200+. The cost is huge and the mother board will cost even more if it is the mother board which is spoiled. He suggested for me to purchase a new camera instead. If I want him to check for the problem, I would have to pay $60 1st and if the problem is found and the change of spare parts and things like that need more money.

Hence, my father decided that we will not have it repaired and look for another new camera. haiz... but that is my precious camera!! I still like my camera the most. But too bad. Now I have to start searching for a good camera again. hope I can find 1 that suits me.

Have no camera to use for the time being. Sob Sob....

A lunch with friends

2009-04-09T00:46:00.006+08:00

As usual, today went back school at 10am to finish up our shanghai presentation slides. We did non stop until we realise it is 3pm and we haven't got our lunch. Then we packed up and wan yun decided to go bedok interchange to grap our lunch. We went to the aston at bedok where there is already one opp school. haha the reson she gave is that she need to return books. OMG!! She didn't even know that national lib books can be returned anywhere.

Shi qi, Hey Siang, Zhining and I took a ride on Wan yun's car. Till now I still cannot accept the fact that my friends are giving me a ride. I always have this perception that we are almost the same age and she is giving us a ride is almost unbelievable. But this is the truth. unfortunately, the car was full and wan yun refuse to allow the back seat to have 4 people so our poor liang yi have to take bus to bedok interchange. haha...

We waited for liang yi to come and we ordered our food. I think the Aston at bedok give quite a small portion. Unlike the one opp school that gave a rather big portion.

After our lunch, it is around 5pm and we went to the national library to spend our time until 6pm. Then Wan yun send liang yi and Zhining back to school since Zhining stays near there and wan yun doesn't want to send liangyi back home.

Photo taken in School cos we wore the same colour... haha...

Food that we ordered...

A photo with the girls after Lunch...

Photo sponsored by liang yi

Out with Pohli

2009-04-08T00:19:00.007+08:00

Went back to school today early in the morning 10am for the collation of photos for the shanghai trip presentation. After that had lunch with shiqi they all and went back to school again for their kelly briefing. I went to briefing with them and I met a lot of friends that I have not been seeing for a long time. We had a long chat after the kelly briefing.

After that I went to wan zai with pohli and she had not been there before so I intro to her some of the nice food there. She liked the food there a lot and I talk to her about our trip to shanghai. I told her that it was a pity that she was unable to go as the trip was really a trip that cannot be missed. Cos we are able to learn some things that we are unable to get during our own trip with the travel agents. Now I am starting to think that those trips with travel agents are only for sightseeing and not to enrich our knowledge. haha... had much thinking about this study trip and I think that is very worthwhile. At 1st when I was wounding if I should go for this trip as the cost is quite high as compared to the normal travel agents. However, by seeing the places we go and the things we learnt and the accommodation that we stayed, it is really WORTH!!

Ok back to my outing with pohli... haha... a bit side tracked... ok after that we started to take some pictures. As usual, Pohli will request to take a lot of pics. She asked me to post those pics up and I shall so it now. haha... ok. Stop here for now.

Wan Zai... The food there not bad...

The desert that I love the most. Orange peel red bean paste. NICE!!

Classic toast. Love this too... Pohli caving for more... haha...

Pork Floss thick toast. NOt bad but prefer Classic toast more.

Photos Provided by Pohli...

By the way... my camera got jammed. so sad...

Back from the shanghai Trip

2009-04-07T00:36:00.004+08:00

HEY!!! ppl I am back. It seems to be quite some time that I am away. Shall do some update here. haha.... the trip was very very FUN!! and I enjoyed it a lot. I took over a 1000 photos and there is more in liang yi's camera. haha.. I had learnt a lot from this trip. It is the kind of experience that we are unable to get when we go with the travel agents ourselves. I had seen a lot of companies and know how they operate.

Learnt a lot about their culture too. had some interaction with the students there and I think is very good as we can talk about the differences we had in our country/culture with theirs. The students there are very friendly and hope we can keep in touch. oh ya... was wondering a problem, they said that the English that we spoke had some accent which I don think we had. haha and they can't really get us if we speak our English in our normal pace. they would need us to slow down when we speak our English. Hence, we at last resort to us Chinese to speak to them. I also think that speaking in Chinese to them seemed more sincere.

The students there are quite impressed by our school after watching the video introducing our school. they said that our school looks high tech and quite modern. their class looks a bit old but well, we cannot expect for more as I think their conditions there are all like that.

I loved the weather there. it is quite cooling. had no troubles with the weather there. haah accept for shi qi and shu peng. they were always shouting very cold over there esp shu peng. haha. when I reached Singapore I felt that the weather here is really very very hot. no wonder ppl always want to travel to countries with cold weather.

The food there was not bad either. Think is cos I have gotten used to the food over at china as I had always been traveling there. But it is not very good for the others I think. Shu peng did not had a proper meal for the 1st few days as the food there she thinks is not very nice so she did not eat much too. It is the last few days then she started to eat properly and heard her saying that she is full is a very rare thing. haha.

currently the weather there is counted as spring. It is not as cold as winter that I had always experienced. saw the flowers blooming there is very very nice. loved those colourful flowers everywhere that brightens up my day. had gone many sightseeing places with beautiful flowers that doesn't seem dull anymore.

Still Remembered that our tour guide Jacky, he is a Tai Ji master and on the second day morning he teaches us Tai Ji by the road side and many ppl are looking at us. But i think this is a kind of experience that we are unable to get easily. although I had forgotten most of the tai ji steps but I will still rmb the scene that we were doing it by the road side outside the hotel early in the morning at 6.45am. That morning is very cold, when we talked, there is even steam coming out from our mouth. so can you imagine how cold it is? But we managed to overcome the coldness in the morning and concentrate.

Alright shall stop here now, but I could say that the study trip is really a worth while trip and I hoped it could be even longer dispite having to do reflections every night and also presentations when we reach Singapore. If you want to see my pictures about this trip you can go up to face book to have a look. I will find some time to upload there. due to my laziness and not enough time, I may need a longer time to upload these photos. have Patience pls. thanks!!

An unsuccessful attempt

2009-03-26T00:10:00.001+08:00

Today Shiqi asked me to do baking with her and I met her in the morning at around 10am at hougang mall. It took me quite some time to reach there as there are no straight bus, but luckily I did not miss my way though I did not know what bus to go over when I had already did some research on the bus routes.

We first went to phoon huat to get our whipping cream topping. Oh ya forgot to say what are we making today, we are suppose to make cream puffs and also durian puffs. Then we headed to NTUC to get what we need and then go for an very early lunch in the kopitiam upstairs. The lunch was around 1130+. After lunch we went to buy some durians which I think is quite expensive. It cost $35 for 3 box of durians. Ok some ppl may say that it is cheap but I am used to eat durians that cost like $2 most for 1 durian so think that it is very expensive.

after getting what is required, we when over to the interchange to take a bus down to hazel's house. She is shi qi's friend and she was kind enough to lent out her kitchen to us to do baking. Here comes the baking process.

We started with the puff and it wasn't quite a good start. The dough looks not like it is not suppose to be like that but I told shi qi that maybe it should be like that? so we carried on to do it and squeeze it onto the baking tray to have it be baked. when it is ready, we found out that the puff was not like what it is sold outside. It should be fluffy and ours are heavy and very dense and oily. I not sure where went wrong but we continue baking the rest.

Then we carried on to the making of custard, this is even worst. I prepare the warm milk and shi qi prepare the other required ingredients and we are suppose to mix them up. after I mixed it I was wondering why it don't thickens as it is suppose to? suddenly shi qi remembered that she forgotten to times the eggs by 2.5x. so we have to pour away everything and redo again. this time I prepare all the things by myself as shi qi have to separate the durians with the seed. this time the custard is also not successful at all and it became chao ta. I also not sure where went wrong and we decided not to do custard puff and concentrate on our durian puff which is not very cheap. haha...

I think the filling of the durian puff is not bad but it is not what I had expected to be like those in durian pancakes like those in AMK Hub. That filling is the ideal filling that I wanted. Instead, our filling came out to be white in colour, I think is because of the whipping cream that is being added inside. But the taste was not bad after all.

We waited for all the puffs to be baked and we could put in the filling, wash up and head home! During that time me and shi qi had been talking about a lot of things and she said that she will not give her cousin this as the birthday present as she think is a total failure. but I think the overall is not bad. she will not distribute it to her friends too. so ppl waiting to have a taste of it, I'm so sorry that you may not have it. haha.

We headed back home at around 7.45pm and this was considered long as we started doing it at 1pm. haha.... such a long day and we did out something that are not very nice. Wasted 1 day. But then I think it is not a bad experience as failure is the mother of success. SO what is there to worry? Just do a few more times and it would be good!

Alrights, stop here for now. Will update soon.

Clique Outing

2009-03-25T00:35:00.001+08:00

Sorry ppl that yesterday I was too tired and I did not post it up until now. Sorry.

Yesterday was a fun day and it felt that we have gone back to year 1 where everyone is still in the same class. Sometimes I feel that having our class separated may not be an bad idea as we would tend to be more untied with our friends. BUT also we will tend to not have a lot more close friends as compared to our secondary school.

OK back to topic. We met up at 1pm yesterday at cineleisure but then Justin was 1 hour late. he is worst then a girl. haha... we started the outing with a lunch at some steakhouse, I don really remember what is the actual name. The food there was not fantastic at all however, we still enjoyed our lunch with a lot of laughter. haha all thanks to justin that always start with a lot of crap. haha

Celine and I all think that our clique is the best group ever as we are forever so happy in there and we have lots and lots of topics that we have to say and always never talk on the main topic that we are suppose to. haha. In the restaurant, the we are the noisiest but this did not stop us from laughing and talking loudly although Celine say that she must have yi tai. haha...

Ok so after lunch, we go up to level 9 forgot what is it called again. haha... but we booked a movie chamber and we watched 海角7号 in there. Felt that the show was ok only, but there are some parts that we laughed until we could not stop. It is very tiring, but I didn't mind that haha cos we are all very happy. The guys will then play computer games over there as they did not like the show. overall it was quite fun in that room, although there is less interaction.

After the show, we went to walk around orchard area, and we went to taka basement to settle our dinner. It is like a food court but forgot the name again. haiz... getting old. haha. I had a olive fried rice that was not nice again. having food that are not nice in 1 day, but i didn't mind cos I am with my friends!! The olive fried rice was claimed to be from lerk thai where I think it does not even have the standard of it at all. nvm abt that.

After dinner, actually wanted to buy some red bean Fish pancake (Jap pancake that cannot be seen anymore), but it has sold out already cos it is already around 9.30pm where they are going to close. Felt sad cos I loved the fish pancake since I was young. But I in the end settled with the red bean round pancake cos I loved red bean too much and I insisted on eating those with red beans. haha. Mei qi also shared some of her fish pancake with cheese. It was nice too.

Then we went round shop a bit and we headed back home with a lot of happiness. I have to upload all photos up to facebook too and this cause me to have a hotmail spam as there are a lot of comments and they are all flooding my EMAIL!

ok, I shall stop here. Will upload the pics up here. those are from meiqi's blog cos I lazy to do modifications to the photos. haha

Our lunch, not very nice

Nice Pics... Like them...

But like this the most...

Guys should take more photo the next time.
Before I go, I have to say I had a lot of fun and I am looking forward to our next meeting and that is the cycling session. haha... see u ppl soon....

Another Sunday Passed

2009-03-22T23:22:00.001+08:00

Another Sunday has passed and it means that my holidays are getting shorter and it is also nearing my trip to Shanghai. Next Sunday would be my departure date and I am so excited and hope that this day come faster. I have gotten everything ready for the trip and I have start packing my luggage today. Haha I told shi qi that and she said that I am so efficient. haha... Ok is just that I am too excited and I only have Sunday that is very free that I could use the whole day to pack. But it is not finished yet... will continue during the week.

Shi Qi just MSN me to ask if I could lend her my kitchen to do her baking. This would be her present to her cousin. Haha... It is like a bit weird to let someone lent your kitchen. Haha and also cos I don really like people to come my house. But nvm... I am a nice person and I shall let her come. haha

Now she is brainstorming on what kind of cream puffs she wants to make for her cousin and I told her to make durian puff. Just because of what I had said, she is now so excited and enthu into making all sorts of cream puffs. She even think of making ice-cream puffs. what a good idea, but when she bring it to her cousin house it would be melted by then. haha

OK no matter what I would think that puffs would be a good idea as a gift as it shows that we are sincere enough. oh... man... craving for puffs now. haha

Tml we will be having a clique outing that I am looking forward to and starting to vex over what I should wear. Jeslyn say that I should not wear something that she had seen before and this mad me headache. But I will think of something. haiz... Hope tml will be a very fun day.

Keep u all updated tml abt the outing. Nites

My 1st blog

2009-03-20T17:04:00.001+08:00

hi ppl... this would be the start of my blog. had the urge to start this blog is not because everyone is doing and I follow. Is suddenly I had a lot of things in my mind that I feel like sharing.

I don't want to keep all to myself anymore, this can be a bit heavy to me at times. Hence, I have to learn to let go and share them with my friends all my sorrows and laughter.

This blog may be a bit boring at times as I am not someone that likes to take a lot of pictures. Hence, this may only be a blog of words, true feelings and what I really am thinking. Anyways this then is the true me!

Alright, before I start this blog, I had read Meiqi's blog and I had something to tell her. no matter what, we, friends would always be there to support you and rmb don't do anything stupid. We only can live once in a lifetime and we should treasure it and not just waste it because of some obstacles. We humans sure have a lot of obstacles in our life for us to ovecome and this is only a test for us to live stronger. If we just end our life like that then what I can say is that you are not a person that should be respected. No matter what remember not to do anything stupid.

Ok let us go on to another topic then, I know she will think for herself... haha I was a bit shy to post this up as this is really not my STYLE!! Will consider for a period of time if I should Post my url up for people to view my blog. haha...

BTW, I am quite excited for the Shanghai/Suzhou/Hangzhou study trip on 29th march. Had done some homework of the location there and some of the delicious food that they have over there... haha as my friends know that I am someone that likes food a lot. haha...

okay... my mum is call me now... shall stop bloging here. Talk to you ppl next time....